Topic: WC - Daily Practice
9:22pm Friday 30Mar07
I just got back from my walk. I needed to get out there to blow off some steam and to build up my steps for the day. Got to 18459 steps. Would like to build them past 20,000 so I may go back out again.
As I walked up the four flights of stairs to my apartment (still trying to not use the elevator) my thoughts flicked through the last full week. I realized that the blackout on Saturday kind of started this weird ass energy. And that we were already in Aries. Great, is this what Aries is going to do to me? Saturday was the blackout, Monday was the no computer access, Tuesday was the fight, Wednesday was the fight residue, Thursday was the reconciliation and a major laugh, and today was a 'you weren't invited' energy experience that I don't wish to discuss. Because really, after a week like that why complain anymore?
As I slipped my keys into my apartment door I thought, it may be time to pull out Warrior Woman. When I was getting into running, long before I knew the pain in my feet was arthritis, I would go out around 5am and walk fast then wog (Walk/jog) and then run. When the pain would start to hit and I'd want to give up, I came up with this question for myself to keep running. Am I a warrior woman? I'd asked the question and keep running and reply, "Yes I am!" It was kind of silly but it kept me going. It was a declaration that I was physically tough and I could run through the pain.
So Warrior Woman is being pulled off the shelf for the month of Aries since Aries is looking like a bitch and a half or maybe a prick. Not sure if the energy is feminine or masculine. I think masculine since it's been about men in some way or form. Okay so Aries is a prick. Except for my best friend, let's be clear.
But yes Warrior Woman is my mirror image like Jessica and Nikki of Heroes. A physically tough, kick ass, ball breaker who doesn't stop over a little pain. She has a plan and follows it to the letter. In keeping with Warrior Woman it may be time for an appearance change. Plus I feel like it. Tomorrow is my quit smoking date. The day before April Fool's. And as long as it's not wet outside, I need to get those Rollerblades dusted and put em on and move for a couple hours. Yep! Warrior Woman is back.
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