Topic: WC - Daily Practice
Monday 16Apr07 6:12am
It's supposed to be cold this week, all week. Yippee! Miss Lolo is probably still on the plane to Korea. I think that her whole travel time is 24 hours. Rough shit. Frog legs starts her first day of cop boot camp.
The break from writing was good. I sat down and wrote some lists. I'm one of those crazy people that needs to have a list of options of things to do otherwise I can't think of anything off the top. I started the list of things that I want to do on a regular basis and bigger things like classes I want to take and my other talents that I could develop for my own enjoyment.
Yesterday I brought a friend and her son to the farm to see my donkey and all the other animals. The goats and sheep have tiny babies which are way too cute for words. It's so nice to see life through a child's eyes with a child's enthusiasm. It's something I'd like to do more often.
I promised myself last night that I would work out first thing in the morning. Doing the quiet stuff like Pilates and using the elastic band. I've got to keep to the quieter stuff so I'm not disturbing my downstairs neighbours stomping over their heads. I get further in my day with a solid work out first thing and my appetite comes on right away so I'm eating breakfast at home. It's a small change but it's bringing me in the right direction... forward.
It's time to keep track of the free events in the city and check them out. There are still so many free things and I let them pass out of laziness or complacency or something (apathy?)
I'm looking at things and relationships that aren't fulfilling me and am moving on. It's that subtle constant disappointment that bears down on you after awhile and you start asking, why? Why never gives good answers. Why answers usually bring you to "I'm not good enough" conclusions and who wants to go there. I want to focus on what now? This isn't working, what now? What now moves you forward instead of staying stagnant in the disappointments.
It's about time to warm up my soup and make my smoothies and get ready for work.
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