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Duran Abandar's Personal Files

A Letter Home
Written By: Stuart Murray

Dear Mom and Dad,

Hello, it's me your son Duran. With recent events I feel it's the right time to write to you. To get the good news out of the way, I have proposed to our Chief Counselor Loni Biran, and she has accepted. Anyway on with the bad news. I found out my best friend lied to me and dosen't trust me. This all happened when he told me he wasn't monitoring my communications, when he actually was. Well the way I found out got me into a lot of trouble but I won't go into that. The fact is I feel like... I don't really know but my life seems to be little more than a speck of dust being thrown about in a hurricane. There is a nice empty feeling that is all around me and in me at the same time. This is the man I trusted more than anyone, who I thought understood me and I could talk to and share my thoughts with and it makes me mad to think otherwise, for the gods sake James was supposed to be my best friend. I feel so betrayed.

You know when I was on the Mateo, I fell in love with someone who I thought was my Imzadi. She was kind, fun, beautiful, and loved a good drink. She was also argumentative, domineering and she acted too much off her insticts. I waltched her take a level eight distruptor blast to the chest and heard her mind scream for someone to help her. That moment lasted forever, she along with Hansen where the only people ever really close to me up until now. She trusted me with her life and the feelings were mutual. I know why now that you were so upset with me when I told you I was a security officer. I understand the feelings of betrayal and loss you must feel when someone lies to you; especially, when that person means so much to you. I need you in my life now, and if you decide to come back I will never let you go. I need to talk to someone, with my best friend gone I feel almost alone, not even my Imzadi can fill the void that is there with you both out of my life.

Your Son
Duran Abandar

Email: book_wyrm@bc.sympatico.ca