AluSuicide's Poems

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eve kissed the moon goodnight
 not the last she'd give
 soon she'd kiss her life away
 she felt she could not live

 one more day of "get away"
 and "no one cares at all"
 she felt she could not stand it
 she knew soon she would fall

 gradually she closed her eyes
 to everything he'd said
 to everything he'd ever done
 now everything was dead

 swimming in a daze of hate
 she swallowed all her fears
 eve sank back into the drak and whispered
 "tell me now, who cares?"

 eve had nothing left to give
 her efforts all a waste
 no more strength left to cry
 she pondered what she faced

 soon the tears would not be hers
 the ones who now would weep
 would be the ones who hadn't cared
 she'd feed the guilt they keep

 *******

 truth, i know the word
 right; they say it is
 useless i know now
 senseless as a kiss
 time, i know it's there
 maybe quickly passed
 your time is ever wasted
 let's hope this love will last
 overworked and overused
 very simple seams
 each misunderstood
 for never ending themes
 old time is trusted
 real things let by
 yesterday i wondered
 optimistic lies
 under all the truth
 just another word
 everyone is speaking
 still, no one's cries are heard
 use your truth and trust alive
 somehow then, you will survive

 ******

 suddenly, all fear relieved
 held back with strength unseen
 the blade, it breathed new life in me
 like something from a dream
 i saw a hope of something new
 a world unlike our own
 where neighbors welcomed neighbors
 and no one was alone
 i used to do so desperately
 me, no i'm not scared
 underneath, tremors deep
 what was it that i feared
 no time for second thoughts
 something i must do
 in search of something better
 in search of something true
 as i watched the first few drops
 falling to the floor
 i felt a pain that was like god
 i'd never felt before
 fear it filled my eyes
 as i watched my own life
 collecting in a pool
 mocking all my strife
 now, i thought, i'm ready to stay
 i remember things to do
 things i wanted to get done
 before i would fall through
 it was no ise, what's done is done
 now, i say goodbye
 i only wish i'd left a note
 telling mother why