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Screen name's Paranoid U, i don't apologize for any lacks in my poems, so learn to cope with it. However there is no rhyme scheme so any rhymes are completely acciental. send hatemail (seriously) to eternalwrath@excite.com and then i'll delete this page. "i lay, a fallen angel watching the heavens they are purple the sun is black blood all around me the blood of those who believed my lies, my lies their truth our prophesy my life their prison our system their god doesn't exist and they blame me, oops- guess i lied, there is no mercy hell or heaven there is only Death and me" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Heaven's for the Sheep "my eyes aglow my soul alight i see that which they can't i feel their grip i see their grin you see it too but you say you're blind you say you don't see or hear you don't feel the hate and hypocrisy they showed us the fruit and then told is was the Devil's they oppress our thoughts, they oppress our soul in the name of a god long six feet under we'll excomunicate, we'll Bull obey or hell awaits you well fuck you too Pope Genocide 'cause i'll see you there oh you know where heaven's for the sheep, and i'm no sheep" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "watch run kill. . . who are they? they are your fears enemies and lovers who are we? we are nothing but a gust in a hurricane and the whisper in the scream for help watch run kill. . . who are you? you have no face only masks layer after layer after layer only masks you have no feelings you don't exist we made you and your masks we have no face only masks watch run kill . . ." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "they stole my soul they froze my heart they said they were gods they said i could be one too i gave them all, they took even more am i still alive? they tell me so" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "they shoved the needle in my vein i was told to fight resist defy obeyance is death yet i sat and watched the world die the voice inside protested- i didn't listen i went with the sea, i am the sea what happens when the sun gets too hot?" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "the gun on the third eye coldness inside of me its cold outside the trigger pulled the barrel turns into a tunnel a light, i see a light but its just a train 700 miles per hour the rail is cold but the chains are colder chains of life broken under the wheels of Gods they tried to help- but i turned my back and now i die" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "who am i? i look inside i find darkness i find nothing and everything i ask others who am i? they shrug and turn away or they try to exploit me a world of confusion chaos and pain my mind convulted my soul tormented i reach inside only to be burned who are you to tell me who i am? i feel fear desperation hate and love all the same i feel empty they shove push me hit me i look at them with empty eyes and laugh" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "don't judge me you don't know me walk my shoes and you'll be confused reach inside yourself, you'll feel the pain i'll try and hear your scream for help but none can hear we're all deaf we can't hear one another much less ourselves we don't fight we just watch and pray as our lives drown in the machine- welcome to your world, because it's mine" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "wisdom lies beneath insanity blue eyes of dark blue sea wisdom's love you help me die only to be born again you break the ice only to find cemented walls love is nothing a futile attempt at personal rebirth through death, the misery you cause sorrounds me it makes me beg for more is it love i feel, or is it just another bullet in my head"