Samuel

	Samuel woke with a groan.  The very air of the
 room itself seemed alive, as if it were crawling across
 his face.  A single shotglass on the bedstand boasted a
 cigarette butt and a quarter inch of amber liquor turned
 muddy and thick from the ash.  He opened one swollen eye
 and glared at the shotglass, with all the intensity his 
hangover would allow.  There was a noise, a hideous 
repetitious noise cutting across his brain like a 
rusty razorblade.
	He reached out with his trembling fingers and 
smacked the alarm into silence, hitting the snooze button
 with all the force he could muster, then rolled back up 
under the covers.  His stomache heaved once, then subsided.

	Again the alarm sounded.  Samuel felt himself 
slowly drift into awareness, the dream he was having 
swirled about him until there was only the hot darkness
 of the conforter and his own sour breath.  The alarm 
continued to rattle him, setting every screaming nerve
 on edge.  His face was damp with sweat, his stomache 
gurgling for relief.  He threw back the covers and 
winced against the noonday sun that streamed through 
the windows.
	Reaching out, he overturned the shotglass while
 aiming for the alarm.  "Fuck!" he said, his voice rough
 and phlegmy.  The last bit of alcohol washed across the
 bedstand, leaving behind the cigarette butt now almost 
unrecognizable, a smear of grime and stained paper, 
flecks of tobacco in pools of yellowish liquid.  The scent
 of whiskey ripped at his nostrils, triggering an upheaval
 he was unprepared for.  Holding back vomit, he rolled out
 of bed and staggered for the bathroom.
	The toilet bowl was already up, fortunately, 
as he was already retching by the time he reached it.  
His mouth full of vomit, he disgorged himself into the 
porcelain, dropping to his knees.  In the bedroom, the 
alarm's screetching continued, but mercifully, both 
Samuel's vision and hearing faded into a kind of white
 noise, blanketing his dream from his mind.

	Do you know what the killing wall is?  
The question had arisen in his dream over and over.  
What is the Killing Wall? 
    The Killing Wall…  A secret stockade outside time 
where fifth dimensional entities suck the mind and 
soul from a human.  Like the chutes down which you 
guide a cow to end it up in a little narrow chamber
 where you slit its throat…  same idea, only outside
 space and time…  think mirrors shattering into another
 place.


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