-Confusion

what should I do?

I dont want to go through

all of this pain

and all of the shame

why wont it go away?

is it here to stay?

no one understands

and now its out of my hands

I thought that it was gone

but I was so very wrong

time will pass

but this will always last

cant they see?

they are hurting me!

do they really mean to?

I just dont know what to do

now this light of mine

no longer shines

I wish it did

but I dont think that I could have hid

I guess I fell

and now I am in hell

there is no solution to the pain

that I cannot help, but to gain

-The Cave

I walked into a dark hole

I looked around

then realize its a cave

im in the dark

so all alone

I cant get out

or even find my way

I was with my love

but I lost him through this

no one knows

but im frustrated

I dont know what to do

I want to give up

but I may find my way someday

who knows

but I’ll see if I can find my way

-For Him

I did everything for him

I would have died for him

I gave my love to him

I shared my life with him

I always thought abvut him

I wanted ti slways help him

I always appreciated him

I always trusted him

I would try to help him

I always thought the finest guy was him

I felt safe with him

I was happy to talk to him

I always smiled when I say him

I thought the best boyfriend was him

I am sad I lost my love....him

I will now just live for him

-The greatest gift of all

I love you today

I’ll love you tomorrow

Please stay here forever

Or I’ll be filled with sorrow

You are my everything

My reason to live

You are the greatest

And to you I wanna give

You’ve helped me so much

And always stuck with me

No matter how hard it got

Even when I couldnt see

I am sorry for all this

I didnt mean to involve you

But you always gave me hope

And you were the only one who knew

I have grown so close to you

And loved you more each day

You are the most perfect guy in the world

And without you, I would have no way

I know it has been so hard

but it has been for me too

It isnt fair for me

And it isnt fair for you

I am gonna get better for you

And also because of me

And then everything will be so wonderful

So soon you will start to see

Thank you so much for always loving me

And always being there

And for giving me the best gift of all:

this special love we share