James Evander Turner Jr.
June 10th 1999-June 12th 1999

James Jr. was born on June 10th at 9:49 p.m. he
weighed 2lbs. 6oz. and 15 in. long. I was 36
weeks pregnant when he was born, we didn't
know that something was wrong until a few
hours before he was born, it was the worst thing
that I could possibly imagine. The doctors did an
ultrasound and found that he had Trisomy 18.
They also did an amnio but we did not want to
wait for that to come back, we wanted to give
our baby as much of a life as he could have so
we decided to go ahead with labor that night.
We chose to take him off the vent, that was the
hardest decision I have ever had to make. I will
cherish the 2 days that we got to spend with
James Jr. for the rest of my life. I believe that one
day I will see him again in Heaven. We love him
and miss him so much.

This is James Jr. with his daddy.

This graphic is dedicated by me to all the little angels in heaven.

Every good gift and every perfect gift is from
above, and comes from the Father of lights, with
whom there is no variation or shadow of turning.
James 1:17

Theres not alot I can say about James Jr. he
was born a little too soon and died way too soon.
I will always remember him no matter what, he is
my little angel. James has two sisters, Dakotah
she is 3 and Sheyanne will be 2. They are still a
little too young to understand what happened to
their little brother but when they get old enough
we will tell them about him. When James was
born I was so happy that he was a boy, I really
wanted a little boy. His daddy wanted a boy so
bad and we got one but couldn't keep him.
Maybe some day we will have another boy
but he will never replace James.

This is Our little angel with his mommy.

To My Angel

I lay awake at night and think of you, all the
things I will miss seeing you do. I will never get to
see you play baseball, wrestle with your daddy,
fight and play with your sisters, I will never get to
watch you grow up. I can picture what you
would look like when you grow up, I know that
you would look like your daddy.There is not a
day that goes by by that I dont think of you. I cry
for you alot, I miss you so very much but I know
that you are not in any more pain. Some people
dont see my pain, they just dont know how much
I hurt. Sometimes I wonder if it ok to laugh,when
I do that does not mean I dont have pain, my
pain is inside. My memories of you will never end.
I loved holding you in my arms, I will always
remember how you felt, the way you opened
your eyes when I talked to you. I wonder how
you are doing. I know there are lots of
other angels up there spoiling you and holding
you. There are lots of things I would love to tell
you. I will love you forever and always. Until we
meet again my darling.

Love You Always, Mommy

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James Evander Turner Jr. June 10th 1999-June 12th 1999

James Evander Turner Jr.
June 10th 1999-June 12th 1999