++INVERTED MANIFESTATION THEORIES++what to do in the downwaves++ ++december 28 2004++ AFTER THE DEBACLE OF THE FAILED KELLIE VISIT AND THE UNCERTAINTY OF THE PAST FEW DAYS, I HAVE COME UP WITH A THEORY WHICH SAVES PAPER BURNING THEORY AND EXPLAINS RECENT SETBACKS. I was beginning to give up on Paper Burning Manifestation, but this new theory does seem to explain recent "anomalies" in a rather elegant way, and it opens my eyes to a new level of understanding regarding this magic. The theory states that Paper Burning only works in what the Chinese might call auspicious periods -- positive periods, lucky periods. When activated in a negative or unlucky period, Manifestation may and probably will lead to results exactly the opposite of what is intended. Therefore knowledge of life cycles (the natural cycles of your Life) is greatly important, and timing is everything, because if you try to manifest something at the wrong time, mayhem and disaster may ensue! This has been the great lesson of late December 2004. 2+++ I HAVE REALISED THAT FOR SOME INEXPLICABLE REASON, MY PERSONAL PATTERNS FOR 2005 WILL INVERSELY REFLECT MY EXPERIENCES OF 2004. Therefore, the breakthroughs and moments of triumph of 2004 (actually, the breakthroughs and moments of triumph of September 2003-September 2004) will be reflected in setbacks and periods of depression in the timeframe September 2004-September 2005. So far, this theory has held up in practice. For example, the period between December 25 2003 and January 3 2004 was a time of excitement and romantic promise. Inversely, the period between December 25 2004 and January 3 2005 seems destined to be a time of romantic disappointment and letdown. This has been my recent experience, due to the debacle of the failed Kellie visit to Japan (she has seemed to have gone M.I.A) 3+++ I HAVE FOUND (TO MY DISMAY UP TO THIS POINT) THAT PAPER BURNING CEREMONIES DESIGNED TO INTRODUCE MORE LOVE INTO MY LIFE USUALLY FAIL IF THEY ARE NOT CONDUCTED WITHIN NARROW "AUSPICIOUS WINDOWS OF OPPORTUNITY". Not only have such manifestation attempts failed, but they have failed spectacularly, failed tauntingly and tantalisingly. Instead of simply not manifesting (not coming true), these Manifestations have provided signs that they are about to Manifest, so much so that I begin to get my hopes up -- I start to get all excited that the Manifestation is really going to work out. Then suddenly, at the last minute, just before Full Manifestation, suddenly it all vanishes in a cloud of smoke -- as if it never existed! It is almost like a Negative Manifestation -- instead of getting a fun date or new relationship I get instead the empty shell of a date (eg, the girl didn't show), the anti-matter shell of a negative relationship (a relationship of Absence). This is how I feel now regarding the failed Kellie visit... I am haunted by her absence because I spent so long looking forward to seeing her. It was an Anti-Manifestation, an Inverse Manifestation. My realisation is: if you try to Manifest a Positive in a Negative Timeframe (by the laws of mathematics) you end up with a Negative. But what if you try to outsmart the System? What if you try to Manifest a Negative Wish in a Negative Timeframe? Could you then end up, paradoxically, with a Positive Manifestation? This is the goal of my new experiment!