Lyrics


                                  Youself or Someone like you


                                                                       Real World

                                                                        Long Day

                                                                           3 AM

                                                                            Push

                                                                    Girl Like That

                                                                    Back 2 Good

                                                                          Damn

                                                                          Argue

                                                                           Kody

                                                                         Busted

                                                                          Shame

                                                                           Hang


                                REAL WORLD" (3:50)

                           I wonder what it's like to be the rainmaker
                           I wonder what it's like to know that I make the rain
                           I'd store it in boxes with little yellow tags on everyone
                           And you can come see them when I'm...done, when I'm
                           Done

                           I wonder what it's like to be a super hero
                           I wonder where I'd go if I could fly around downtown
                           From some other planet, I get this funky high on yellow
                           Sun
                           Boy I bet my friends will all be...stunned, they're stunned
                           (chorus)
                           Straight up, what did you hope to learn about here
                           If I were someone else, would this all fall apart
                           Strange, where were you, when we started this gig,
                           I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me

                           I wonder what it's like to be the head honcho
                           I wonder what I'd do if they all did just what I said
                           I'd shout out an order, I think we're out of this man get
                           me some
                           Boy don't make me wanna change my...tone, my tone
                           (chorus)
                           Please don't change, please don't break
                           The only thing that seems to work at all is you
                           Please don't change, at all from me
                           To you, and you to me
                           (chorus)
 

                             "LONG DAY" (3:45)

                           It's sitting by the overcoat,
                           The second shelf, the note she wrote
                           That I can't bring myself to throw away
                           And also
                           Reach she said for no one else but you,
                           Cuz you won't turn away
                           When someone else is gone

                           I'm sorry 'bout the attitude
                           I need to give when I'm with you
                           But no one else would take this shit from me
                           And I'm so
                           Terrified of no one else but me
                           I'm here all the time
                           I won't go away
                           It's me, yeah I can't get myself to go away
                           It's me, and I can't get myself to go away
                           Oh God I shouldn't feel this way
                           (chorus)
                           Reach down your hand in your pocket
                           Pull out some hope for me
                           It's been a long day, always ain't that right
                           And no Lord your hand won't stop it
                           Just keep you trembling
                           It's been a long day, always ain't that right

                           Well I'm surprised that you'd believe
                           In any thing that comes from me
                           I didn't hear from you or from someone else
                           And you're so
                           Set in life man, a pisser they're waiting
                           Too damn bad you get so far so fast
                           So what, so long
                           (chorus)
                           It's me, yeah and I can't get myself to go away
                           It's me, yeah and I can't get myself to go away
                           Oh God I shouldn't feel this way
                           (chorus)
 

                             "3 AM" (3:46)

                           She say it's cold outside and she hands me my raincoat
                           She's always worried about things like that
                           She says it's all gonna end and it might as well be my fault
                           And she only sleeps when it's raining
                           And she screams and her voice is straining
                           (chorus)
                           She says baby
                           It's 3 am I must be lonely
                           When she says baby
                           Well I can't help but be scared of it all sometimes
                           Says the rain's gonna wash away I believe it

                           She's got a little bit of something, God it's better than nothing
                           And in her color portrait world she believes that she's got it all
                           She swears the moon don't hang quite as high as it used to
                           And she only sleeps when it's raining
                           And she screams and her voice is straining
                           (chorus)
                           She believes that life is made up of all that you're used to
                           And the clock on the wall has been stuck at three for days, and
                           days
                           She thinks that happiness is a mat that sits on her doorway
                           But outside it's stopped raining
                           (chorus)
 

                             "PUSH" (3:59)

                           She said I don't know if I've ever been good enough
                           I'm a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in
                           And I don't know if I've ever been really loved
                           By a hand that's touched me, well I feel like something's
                           Gonna give
                           And I'm a little bit angry, well

                           This ain't over, no not here, not while I still need you
                           Around
                           You don't owe me, we might change
                           Yeah we just might feel good
                           (chorus)
                           I wanna push you around, I will, I will
                           I wanna push you down, I will, I will
                           I wanna take you for granted, I wanna take you for granted
                           I will

                           She said I don't know why you ever would lie to me
                           Like I'm a little untrusting when I think that the truth is
                           Gonna hurt ya
                           And I don't know why you couldn't just stay with me
                           You couldn't stand to be near me
                           When my face don't seem to want to shine
                           Cuz it's a little bit dirty well

                           Don't just stand there, say nice things to me
                           I've been cheated I've been wronged, and you
                           You don't know me, I can't change
                           I won't do anything at all
                           (chorus)
                           Oh but don't bowl me over
                           Just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so
                           Crazy, crazy
                           Don't rush this baby, don't rush this baby
                           (chorus)
 

                             "GIRL LIKE THAT" (3:45)

                           You think this life would make me bolder
                           But I'm running scared is all
                           I hang on everything about you
                           You think I'd settle down cuz I'm older
                           But I roll with the changes is all
                           I'm same old trailer trash in new shoes

                           She gets sad when there's nothing going on
                           She says it makes her feel damn worthless
                           (chorus 1)
                           Well you got to think with a girl like that
                           Any love at all, is better than nothing
                           It's better than nothing

                           I put my hands around your shoulder
                           You're saying you're scared is all
                           I think I know too much about you
                           You think this life would make me colder
                           I'd give in to the alcohol
                           I put my loving arms around you, child

                           You knew damn well there was nothing going on
                           Is that what makes you feel damn worthless
                           (chorus 2)
                           Well you got to think with a girl like that
                           Any love is better than nothing
                           It's better than nothing
                           You got to think, with a girl like that
                           Any love at all, is better than nothing
                           It's better than nothing
                           Yeah she drags you down and she pulls you up
                           She pulls you up
                           Says that she's sorry now but it's not enough
                           To pull you up
                           She's sorry

                           I wake up quick just like I want to
                           Yeah but I stay out much too late
                           You think this life can get a bit unkind but she stays
                           Down till the worth is gone
                           And pulls you up, she pulls you up,
                           She pulls you up and over, over
                           (chorus 2)
                           (chorus 1)
 

                             "BACK 2 GOOD" (5:40)

                           It's nothing, it's so normal you
                           Just stand there I could say so much
                           But I don't go there cuz I don't want to
                           I was thinking if you were lonely
                           Maybe we could leave here and no one would know
                           At least not to the point that we would think so

                           Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking about
                           Somebody else
                           It's best if we all keep it under our heads
                           I couldn't tell, if anyone here was feeling the way I do
                           But I'm lonely now, and I don't know how
                           To get it back to good

                           This don't mean that, you own me
                           This ain't no good, in fact it's phony as hell
                           But things worked out just like you wanted too
                           If you see me out you don't know me
                           Try to turn your head, try to give me some room
                           To figure out just what I'm going to do

                           And everyone here, hates everyone here for doing just like
                           They do
                           It's best if we all keep this quiet instead
                           And I couldn't tell, why everyone here was doing me like
                           They do
                           But I'm sorry now, and I don't know how
                           To get it back to good

                           Everyone here, is wondering what it's like to be with
                           Somebody else
                           Everyone here's to blame, everyone here
                           Gets caught up in the pleasure of the pain, everyone hides
                           Shades of shame, but looking inside we're the same, we're
                           The same
                           And we're all grown now, but we don't know how
                           To get it back to good

                           Everyone here, knows everyone here is thinking 'bout
                           Somebody else
                           It's best if we all keep this under our heads
                           I couldn't tell, if anyone here was feeling the way I do
                           But it's over now, and I don't know how, it's over now
                           There's no getting back to good
 

                             "DAMN" (3:20)

                           This old world well
                           Don't it make you wanna think damn
                           This cold girl well
                           Don't she wanna make you scream, damn

                           What's the matter girl
                           Don't you think I'm good enough
                           This old heart's had a whole lot a breakin' down
                           She's got all these reasons in her head

                           (chorus 1)
                           All that time she knew if I lied
                           You can bet she will
                           She's taking her time 'til I thought I would die
                           And I can't sit still

                           Things got turned 'round
                           Don't know where I started from, damn
                           Can't eat, can't sleep
                           Could have been a bigger man, damn
                           What's the matter girl don't you think I'm bright enough
                           This old man had a hard time getting here
                           You can leave your number at the door

                           (chorus 1)

                           And there's nothing at all
                           Yeah there's nothing at all
                           Well there's nothing at all
                           To make her change her mind

                           This old house been quiet since
                           You went away, damn
                           Mixed up fixed out
                           Don't forget who got you here, damn

                           What's the matter world
                           Don't you see I opened up
                           This whole part been played by another man
                           I pulled out the reason card instead
                           (chorus 1)
                           (chorus 2)

                           Says she can find
                           The things that make up a life
                           I bet she will
                           She stays behind, I could stay here all night
                           I could stay here until

                           Until there's nothing at all
                           Yeah there's nothing at all
                           Well there's nothing at all
                           To make her change her mind
 

                             "ARGUE" (2:58)

                           She don't, but she will
                           He says anything to keep her by him
                           She takes, what she gets, and she never did flinch

                           So over, and over, well anyone
                           With any mind would think that's all she gets
                           (chorus)
                           If you want you can get to know me well
                           We get along so we shouldn't argue
                           And I don't know, said I don't know
                           All these feelings cloud up my reasoning
                           Cloud up my reasoning

                           I know, but I still
                           Believe in ignorance as my best defense
                           So go on, wreck me
                           Funny how I carry on, and not be taken over
                           Will not roll over on anyone,
                           cuz anyone would stand up on my side
                           (chorus)
                           You know it's funny how sometimes,
                           It don't work out like you want to
                           No you never get nothing at all
                           Then she tells you that it's nothing at all
                           Then she tells you that it's over, boy don't you hate it
                           When it's over
                           I guess something just got lost, and it deeply saddens me
                           So over, and over anyone, who's anyone
                           (chorus)
 

                             "KODY" (4:03)

                           Kody sat down on the avenue
                           He tapped his feet, to the humming of the highway
                           He watched the light shine down on the broken glass and
                           thought
                           I don't got no reasons, yet
                           There it is and there it was
                           It was clear to all of us
                           We kept this hat of broken dreams
                           And we pulled them out, when we needed them around
                           (chorus)
                           So please hand me the bottle, I think I'm lonely now
                           And please give me direction, I think the hurt set in
                           And I don't feel nothing

                           There's a squeak hinge down on the back gate
                           It lets us know if he comes around
                           I don't sleep that good anyway
                           If you've never heard the silence, it's a God awful sound
                           (chorus)
                           I don't feel nothing, no I don't feel nothing
                           There's nothing to feel good about here

                           Don't much get down to the avenue
                           I could drive, but it takes so much to get there
                           Don't get off on all the broken glass, the cadillac scene,
                           Well
                           I've seen a lot of good things die and I'm
                           In an over emotional way (chorus)
 

                             "BUSTED" (4:15)

                           I forget when words were only words
                           She knows the party makes me nervous
                           In this stage we can't get hurt
                           Don't try to understand me

                           We're too cool to be alone
                           But, not too crazy to get busted

                           I found out one life ain't enough
                           I need another soul to feed on
                           I'm the flame I can't get burnt
                           I'm wholly understated

                           I found silence in this space
                           An on and off again attraction
                           I need such amazing grace
                           Heaven sweep me away
                           (chorus)
                           Love don't change, don't come around here
                           Don't wear my heart on your sleeve
                           Like a high school letter
                           Don't strain, cuz nothing ever comes from it
                           And the people we've become, well
                           They've never been the people who we are

                           I strap on one horse and prayed for luck
                           I dug another hole to bleed
                           I know exactly how this works
                           I need a new feel dirty

                           I don't need you crowding up my space
                           I just want to get inside you
                           You can't blame the heart you save
                           Giving something awa
                           (chorus)
                           I dreamed that the world was crumbling down
                           We sat on my back porch and watched it
                           I dreamed that the buildings all fell down
                           We sat on my back porch and watched it
                           In my head I heard the sound
                           Like fifteen strangers dancing

                           But oh how I want you to know me
                           Oh how I want you to know me
                           Oh how I wish I was somebody else, baby
                           Oh how I wish you could own me
                           (chorus)
 

                             "SHAME" (3:35)

                           What we learned here is love tastes bitter when it's gone
                           Past yourself forget the light, things look dirty when it's on
                           Funny how it comes to pass, that all the good slips away
                           And there's no one around you can remember being good to
                           You

                           (chorus 1)
                           Shame, shouldn't try you, couldn't step by you
                           And open up more
                           Shame, shame, shame

                           What we lost here is something better left alone
                           Second steps have been forgotten, will you tell me how
                           They go
                           Set yourself, situate, like a fool try again
                           There's no one around you can remember being good, for you
                           So

                           (chorus 2)
                           Shame, shouldn't try you, couldn't step by you
                           And open up more
                           Shame, shame, shame
                           Shame, shouldn't try you, couldn't step by you
                           And open up more
                           Shame, shame, shame

                           We never thought we'd get so troubled
                           We could never think that much
                           It should never get this bad

                           So let the wind blow ya, across a big floor
                           But there's no one around who can tell us what we're here
                           For
                           Funny in a certain light, how we all look the same
                           And there's no one in life you can remember ever stood
                           For you, so
 

                             "HANG" (3:47)

                           She grabs her magazines
                           She packs her things and she goes
                           She leaves the pictures hanging on the wall, she burns all
                           Her notes and she knows, she's been here too few years
                           To feel this old

                           He smokes his cigarette, he stays outside 'till it's gone
                           If anybody ever had a heart, he wouldn't be alone
                           He knows, she's been here too few years, to be gone

                           And we always say, it would be good to go away, someday
                           But if there's nothing there to make things change
                           If it's the same for you I'll just hang

                           The trouble understand, is she got reasons he don't
                           Funny how he couldn't see at all, 'til she grabbed up her coat
                           And she goes, she's been here too few years to take it all in
                           stride
                           But still it's much too long, to let hurt go (you let her go)
                           And we always say, it would be good to go away, someday
                           But if there's nothing there to make things change
                           If it's the same for you I'll just hang
                           The same for you
                           I'll always hang
                           Well I always say, it would be good to go away
                           But if things don't work out like we think
                           And there's nothing there to ease this ache
                           But if there's nothing there to make things change
                           If it's the same for you, I'll just hang


                                                                           ©  1998  Karl Hesemann