so all that i believe I am essentially are lies
and everything i hoped to be or ever thought i was
died with your belief in me so who the helll am i
i'm wandering round confused wondering why i try
the more that you deny my pain the more it intensifies
i pray for someone to ache for me the way i ache for you
if you ignore that i'm alive i have nothing to cling to
i stare into this mirror so tired of this life
if only you would speak to me or care if i'm alive
once i swore i would die for you but i never meant like this
no i never meant like this
i don't know if i am real without you
what is left of me without you
i don't know whats real without you
how can i exist without you