Cold metal stair, head held in my quivering hands. I remember how cold my hands felt. It was a cold day. It has never warmed up from that day. Damn, when I think how cold those tears were. And to think once that I said I will never cry. |
Time has gone by, I have only seen the girl that put me here a few times. I can’t help but think that maybe she never cared. That time I gave her was something she just let me do. Even though time has past, part of me is still on those stairs. Those cold, hard, and miserable stairs that I cant walk away from. |
I can picture what it must have looked like that day. Camouflage draping from a sorry little man with no hair, and no face. I can see it. It must be the saddest day of my life. No one offered to help me off those stairs. And I even yelled, “why?” My own echo only answered me. It answered with question. A question I still ask myself… ”why?” |