This is it - I’ve had it.
For weeks I’ve been holding it inside.
I’m angry, happy, nervous, afraid - so sad I could cry.
It’s a confusion of emotions - I have no idea what’s wrong.
Sometimes I find myself flooded with tears while
listening to a stupid, meaningless song.
I’m tired of smiling while hurting inside.
It makes me wish I had nothing to hide.
Why is it so hard to tell someone how you feel?
I can’t always be that person with the heart of steel.
Finally I am ready - ready to explode.
My life has been too dark and much much too cold.
I will not hide it any more - I will tell them how I feel.
It’s time to find out who I am for real.
I will laugh when I’m happy, cry when I’m sad.
I will breathe when I’m nervous, cringe when I’m mad.
I will voice my opinion, and hear what they say.
I will live my life, and I will live it my own way.
I won’t keep it bottled up - I’ll let it release.
Let it all out . . . and live my life with ease.
