Wow, I haven't updated this page for a long time! Well, we are married now. We just celebrated our 5th wedding anniversary. No kids, but I do have another cat. My Spencar died last year, it hurt so bad. Our new love is Britta. She is something else. Johns hates her, but she is my baby, my child. Oh well, I guess it is better that we had a animal he hates instead of a kid, lol. I am going to keep the old stuff on here, so you can see the changes. I do like watching college basketball now, the Illini. That is about it. I am not sure when I posted the old stuff, but it is lame huh? Just Kidding! John gave me this poem, but I want him to know that is how I feel about him. My Love For You: I love you not only for what you are, But for what I am with you. I love you for passing over all my foolish and weak traits that you can't help but see.
I love you for drawing out into the light my beauty, That no one else had looked quite far enough to find.
I guess I should tell you something about him. John is 32 years old. He is a Social Worker. He is a avid Chicago Bulls fan, (which I don't really care for basketball, I would rather find something better to be doing), but I have to live with that part of him because I love him. He is also a Patriots fan, but I actually like football, just not his team, I love the Cowboys!!! Sorry just had to add that. Anyway, I think he likes about every sport known to man, so I will not bore you anymore with his sports. We met on the internet of all places. We talked through email for a few weeks and finally decided to meet. I was very impressed the first time I seen him. But there is something more about John that I want you all to know, he is really helping me with so much. I have been through two really bad marriages and through some other things in my life that have not been good. When I met John he noticed that I had a really low self esteem. I did, and didn't know how to change it, but through his patience and love I am improving so much, I know that John loves me and I see that I am who I am, and I don't have to look at myself as a dull, stupid, lazy person that I did, I see myself as a great person, who John will someday marry. John, I just want to say thank you so much, Honey, I LOVE YOU!!! I know that John and I will get married and raise a family together someday. I would like to share the love John and I have for each other with our children in the future if the Lord be willing to give us them.
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