She Is She laughs like Betty Rubble/ After every other word they say/ Yeah, mascara stained pillows are funny that way/ "Hey guys, I flushed a toilet"/ Like Misses Good Deed/ Nice to have around if those jazz hands want to bleed/ One day she'll be a star/ She's just the kind to go far/ Don't matter if she cries 'cause/ She'll hide it all from us/ Awakens from her sleep/ Because her face is wet with tears/ Better hide them away/ Making people happy/ 'Til they make her think she is/ And so she is/ She smiles as she sings/ With pure Disneyland cheese/ Minnie holds her holy water and sobs down on her knees/ "More important to be nice!"/ Little Miss Be Good/ She'll cry and scream and beg and pray; she promised that she would/ One day she'll shine so bright/ And always be in sight/ But who cares if she cries 'cause/ She'll hide it all from us/ Awakens from her sleep/ Because her face is wet with tears/ Better hide them away/ Making people happy/ 'Til they make her think she is/ And so she is/

Fire The fire in her eyes/ I can't see/ But I can hear them screaming from the living room couch/ "Try coming in/ You'll cry again/ Like the thousand times before/ And a thousand times more"/ Standing outside, afraid to face/ The eyes filled with fire/ The heat makes me cringe/ The eyes filled with fire/ Make mine brim with tears/ Don't want to go in . . ./ Burning right through me/ Words like flames/ Singes my pride - Hell, I thought I was pure/ "You treat me like shit/ 'Cause you think I'm a bitch"/ What's my fault?/ What's my fault?/ I think I'll sleep tonight/ Only if I'm good . . ./ Standing outside, afraid to face/ The eyes filled with fire/ The heat makes me cringe/ The eyes filled with fire/ Make mine brim with tears/ I'll leave myself here/ Who's the bad guy?/ Daddy says it's not me . . . no, not me/UNFINISHED

Good Boy You say I'm yours/Because my garter hangs from your rearview mirror/Although that day was/Pretty miserable for the both of us/It still hangs here/Like my trust on a thread/Connecting me to your best friends/And the cigarette butts in your yard/And the Mike's Hard Lemonade in your car/Empty bottles in the front seat/You really should learn to keep your car neat/You're the good boy/Embracing me/Because I'm little and sweet/Embracing your flaws/Would be easy for me/If you put out your cigarette/So you could see/That breaking the laws of love/And us/Will never get me to give you the sex/You ask for when I turn 17/Not until you're the real good boy/That I mean/(And even then I wouldn't even think of giving it to you. Who the hell do you think I am, anyway?)./UNFINISHED

Love Song You/Gorgeous you/You wrap me up and take me in/It's all so clean and warmAnd I'm safe/Inside your eyes/Their warmth just melts away/The past/And dries the tears I've cried/I never thought I'd live to see/The happiness you've shown me/I feel like I could fly away/With you right there beside me/Inside your hand's/The answer to my prayers/And the best part of it all is/It's you/BRIDGE/You'd never hurt me/And it's comforting to know that/You'll always listen to me/I never thought I'd find/That someone would love me/With the strength and the happiness/Freedom from loneliness;/Give me the love I'd return/But then you/Then you/Me/You make me/Realize I'm special/That I'm beautiful; it's wonderful/I love/That you are not afraid/To realize you love me/And that all of this could mean something/I never thought I'd live to see/A person who could just see me/I feel like nothing's in my way/I can laugh or cry, and it's okay/You've loved me until/I could love myself/Thank you/You