What I'm Feeling: Rude
It's really hard to me to find the motivation to write journals online anymore. I can spin insanely long stories in class, but trying to sit at my computer and type is difficult. I think I have so many other things to do right now, but in reality there's almost nothing except getting ready to go pick up another horrible CD I need to review.
Things have gotten complicated with my new boyfriend. It's just so hard to deal with him sometimes. I know it's my fault because I'm so argumentive, but I can't control it. I feel horrible that he has to endure what everyone else does, but I guess if you deal with Erin then you deal with all of Erin. I've attempted to change things that he hated and succeeded, but I don't think that I should have to do a complete 360 to get him to apprepriate me.
I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions... this will be the last chance you get to drop my name. If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar
College hasn't been nearly as fun as I thought, but that just means that I concentrate on what I need to do. Working on the newspaper has made me realize that I don't want to work on a newspaper for the rest of my life. Even though it's alright now, I think I would much rather write about fashion, beauty and things that interest me. I going to cosmetology school in the summer so that I have an edge over the others who want to work for beauty magazines. That also gives me another option to work for some money while I try to write books. I like making people look better.
I hate the food here, it makes me literally sick. I try not to eat too much of it, but the meal plan I have just doesn't get used if I don't spend it all.