Nothing To Float On

Fantasy fading,
Reality gaining,
Not in your head, on this toy,
Hard wood and hot air,
Love that seems unfair,
Hunting and scrounging for joy,
Consider your veins,
The source of your pains,
Fate’s really nice, but too much,
Tripped on the misplaced,
Whenever not shit-faced,
Like an old splintered tapered hutch,

There is nothing to float on today,
So, I’ll hope and I’ll wish, but not pray,
And there’s nothing to float on today,
Today, it stays,

Stinging and burning,
For open door yearning,
Where’s the awareness I love?
Just feeling too sane,
Using the same plane,
Losing the grip from above,
Earth plus life fission,
A chance for the vision,
I think I can keep it at hand,
It didn’t leave,
Cuz’ I still believe,
Extend the zone in the red land,

There is nothing to float on today,
Can’t stand living out in this way,
And there’s nothing to float on today,
But today, it stays