Life To Steal

Sometimes I like to be with people in the sun,
Sometimes I lurk in a dark room just for “fun”.
When one thing looks boring I leave it behind,
So, the real human me is so damn hard to find.
I need to learn that life is a gift,
I’m so pessimistic, - my spirits don’t lift,

Till I try So hard To see The sun Try So hard To make living Fun

But it’s hard,
Is it worth it?
I know it is,
But ignore it.

I wish my heart could be,
Like it wants to be.
When I couldn’t see,
Any darkness in me.

When I was a kid,
I didn’t know it was easy,
To tower over those,
Who would taunt and tease me.

But now I can see How to help Me be me,

I know who I am,
But who would I be,
If my life went as happy,
As your life could be?
But, then I ‘d be you,
I’d be fake,
I’d be what an easy life,
Tends to make,
It’s a bit harder,
But I know I’m real,
But I can’t deny,
I want your life,
To steal,

I will always have me,
I will always have me,
And I know you never will.