Life Changes....Soul Searching
Mood:  don't ask


My life as I know it is changing. I do not look at it as a negative thing. I am doing things for my soul that I have needed to do for years. It is a good feeling taking control of your life. Even when along the way people get hurt and don't understand.

It's not easy living in a place where you have NO family and very few friends. There is not a lot of support out there right now but I'm finding strength from within that I forgot I had. I am leaving my home, my husband to go out on my own. I am in search for my happiness and who Angel is, and yearns to be. It is long over due.

Some look at me as selfish, others look at me ands say Wow! I can't worry myself anymore with what others think. I've been doing that for years and thats what brought me to the point I am at now. I can do this! I'm happy for myself and proud of myself....but I'm scared too.