I want to love you
I do love you
I don’t love you
I want to escape
I want to be by your side
I want to be your everything.
I want to kill myself.
I want to end it all.
I want to go back in time.
I want to travel to the future.
I want to keep you safe.
I want us to be together.
I want 
I want to give myself to you 
Completely.
I want to know you will be there.
I want to feel your love in me everyday
I don’t want to doubt you.
I don’t want to hurt you.
Anymore.
I don’t want to fail you.
I don’t want you to cry.
I don’t want you to be sad.
To be hated
To be destroyed.
I need you to live.
I need you to survive.
I need you to be great.
I need you to be yourself.
I need you to be without.
Me.