Dear Jon,
Hey whats goin on? Wow I dont know
exactly even wear to start.
I have wanted to badly to tell you
everything I have ever thought
when it comes to you. Before I start
let me just say that I do love KORN
as a whole.
I love all you guys,
but when it comes to whom
relate things to its you all the way.
I live in Fort Wayne Indiana,
which
you have played at twice i believe.
I went to both. It was great.
I have seen you
in a couple other places as well.
Verizon Wireless
in NOBLESVILLE/
INDIANAPOLIS, CONCESECO FIELD
HOUSE INDIANAPOLIS,
I drove 16 hours straight
through to stay two nights
in Myrtle Beach,
south carolina to see
you, and Recently last year saw you
in Cleveland.
All the shows were fuckin
awsome, but the cleveland one was
really special.
My fiance Theresa
had never really seen you live,
and I finally had
someone who loved
you as much as I do. So i got the
chance to fullfill
one of her dreams by doing so.
It was pretty FANFUCKINGTASTIC!!!
Yeah so anyways.
I wrote to you once before
when I was in a mental
hospital and I was a teenager.
I dont even know if it ever got to you,
but the jist of it was thank you
so much for helping me stay alive while
these fucking doctors try to
diagnose me. I got put in there actually
for being bi-polar but it was
also a sex addiction unit. DUDE
I AM FUCKING ADDICTED TO PORN,
can you believe that shit!!! They
told me it was bad and dirty,
but dont worry I never stoped
watching!!!! But yeah there was a
tone of other shit i wasnt dealing
with the right way, like sexual
abuse to me, neglect as a kid from
my fucking mom, and all kinds of
fucked up shit. U know one time
my step dad broke all your CD's
I owned. Tell me thats not fucked up.
Alll because it was "DEVILS MUSIC"
yeah right what ever. The
thing they didnt see is that its
what pulled me through and not
taking a fucking barrel and sticking
it in my mouth and blow my
head off! Now dont get me wrong see
I dont believe in god just
not church! I know you are not a big
fan of religion so i wont
get you to hate me already!! LOL
I will just shut up about
religion.
Well now where do I go from here. I am a
musician too, well at heart.
I do have singing abilities and writting
abilities, but am i pro NOT EVEN
CLOSE. Shit I cant even afford a mic!
But thats ok. My style of
writtings have come from you with
enough twist not to
FOLLOW THE LEADER!!!
The last thing I would ever do is
rip you off.
You are a god to me and
I know to millions of other fans.
I am not done with this but
will get back to it.
Love NoLi