All I have ever wanted in life is to mean something to somebody. Everyone has someone that they mean the world to; someone who has changed just because of them. That special someone can live knowing that their life has a purpose. The best purpose in the world. I wish that the person who is my world, who I live for, who I love for, would feel the same for me. I wish she looked at me as more than just a good friend. Everyone has good friends, but we had more. We had something special, and it has vanished with time, in her mind. In mine, it is still fresh and alive. I wish that she would uncover the feelings that vest deep inside her heart, and let them be free within her. I wish that she would let me love her, and love me back as I have always dreamed. But, most of all, I wish her happiness. And if her happiness isn't in loving me, I wish that she finds it wherever it is.

Andrew Gustin

5-13-00