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You don't know much, do you? But nobody ever does. They ask each other, they ask themselves, and they all come up with different answers. Nobody thinks to ask me. I could tell you, I could explain that things aren't making sense, that I don't know what's happening, that I'm afraid to see what is in front of me, and that I just don't know what's going on. I could tell you all of that. But you won't listen. Nobody ever does. Nobody here. Nobody hears. Think you're pretty clever, huh? Don't be daft. Nobody cares. No one is listening. You're talking to yourself, you fool. And still you go on. The other side of the world, what happened to that? You don't know, do you? That's what your problem is. You're scared. You're scared that you don't know what is going on. You think you've got control, but you feel that you don't. Trust your instincts, that's what they always say. What are your instincts telling you? That you've lost control? Like a car on loose metal, sliding towards impact, never faltering, never hesitating, and you never even know. You never even notice. Until it happens. Then you notice, don't you? Then you can see the damage. People crying, people dying. There's the evidence. But to what avail? What good does it do you now? You can't change back time. You can't stop the crash. What are you going to do now? What's your action to be? Whose life you gonna save? Gonna save his? Gonna save hers? But you don't even know them, do you? But you do, you just don't know it. But that's not the problem. You're running away from the problem. "No!" you cry. You think you're helping. "But I saved his life!" I hear your protests, but they don't wash. I'm not listening. Cos you're wrong. Who saved his life? Who helped him to live? You can't imagine you did, surely? What are you, some sort of idiot?! You're crazy! I did it! I saved his life! You did nothing. Oh, you may have thought you did, but the road to Hell is paved with good intentions. Or so they say. But that's a different story altogether. A different one. "I'm hugely confused, Ted." And that's the story of my life. I guess you've just got be philosophical. Optimistic. What happens, happens. That's the way life goes. C'est la vie. You get that. IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!