Your suffering is becoming hard to bear but you are aware that you are suffering for Me.
For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us. (Rom. 8:18)
The enemy has put upon you many afflictions and, as you know, in a moment of time I could have removed them all from you but, had I done this...
would you be crying out for more of Me?
would you be seeking to overcome the sins of the flesh?
would you have become more obedient?
would you have studied My Word and entered into prayer more faithfully?
would you have loved Me more?
I think that you would not have become so motivated.
My little one, even as I am moving across the world, touching the hearts of people everywhere, so am I moving in you, touching your heart and drawing you closer to Me, creating within you a desire to love Me more, to serve Me in a greater way. My child, you cannot serve Me if you are inundated with infirmities and pain so, does it not follow that I shall raise you up well and strong, an example of My grace and mercy and power.
My child, I have put into place a ministry of reaching people, even in far off places and even in the midst of your suffering you have been faithful in this. As I restore your body to wholeness I shall make ever more opportunities for you to speak of Me in your midst. As your healing becomes evident it shall prove a great testimony to those who have observed your suffering. It shall give them a desire to know the One who set you free so that they, too, can seek My healing hand upon them.
My child, you do not know the hour or the day when I shall move suddenly upon you to bring total healing to your body. Continue, My little one, to praise and worship Me, to love Me, to seek Me with all your heart in My Word. Continue to minister to those hurting brokenhearted people who cross your path and see what I shall do in their lives.