You are indeed in the throes of suffering. Know that the enemy is attacking My people as never before in the history of mankind. I have taught you how to war against the enemy in the Spirit but you have grown too weak to wield the weapons of warfare against him.
You are feeling abandoned and alone but not so, My precious one, for I have not left your side. In a moment of time I could dispel the enemy from your side but, My child, my people are entering a time of EXTREME warfare and you must learn to battle the enemy with every weapon I have put at your disposal.
You do have victory over everything that Satan can bring against you. Remember that even a whisper in My name will send him on his way. Trust Me, My child, and I will heal your body, once and for all. I need you, My beloved, to be My end time handmaiden to encourage those on the front lines of the battle.
I am teaching everyone who is My chosen one to become strong and to understand the strategies of warfare against the enemy. Satan is gathering all his forces for a last great battle against My followers and you must gather your strength to stand against him.
You, My child, shall I make well and strong and ready to stand against the enemy and you shall see great victory. Be ever ready to sit before Me and receive My words of encouragment and guidance for those of My people in all parts of the world who are in the thick of the battle.
Rest in Me, My little one, and guard the words of your mouth that you not speak into being negative things. Resolve to speak forth only faith filled words that will bring positive things in your life. Be in remembrance that I am with you always, that I will never leave you nor forsake you. Have I not said that greater is He who is within you than he that is in the world.
Gather your strength, My child, for the battle ahead shall be great but I shall sustain My people in every circumstance. Trust in Me with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Me and I shall direct your paths.