i'm there & now i'm gone again.
you bang. 13 march 1999.
i'm not supposed to.

i had to listen to beethoven's fifth on midi when i got here. it was too damn quiet & lady wasn't in a good mood. so i drank a coke, ate a fruit & oatmeal bar, took some stuff downstairs.

i cried the entire fucking time. fortunately, i had a mate that slept the whole way & one to m'self. sigh. i'm fine. everything is wondermous. i'm happy. i just feel sick.
no, not sick.
alone.

again.

it's actually not that hard (12 march 1999) with your head on backwards. if anyone was interested. you just close your eyes, lean back & roll with it. i think that guys look better with shorter hair. but that's a personal preference.. when he has long hair, it kind of looks like he's sitting on the block waiting to get his driver's license photo taken. is that pathetic? oh. well. i'm going now. you talk too loud. shhh. meep.

guess i didn't save the ruprate. 10-11 march 1999. no, i am not drunk. i did not drink anything tonight. i'm not tired. play the field, keep it real. everything is alllllllll good, kids. eddie curls up like a little ball when he's toasted. crisp. burnt. hotmail.
keep it real.. back sooner than i wish i could be. love.


the drugs won't kill your day job.
five march 1999.
pay no mind.

well, i'm done with my art history midterm. thank you, todd.

i think i'm the only person in the world who files her feet, but not her nails.
i know you wanted to know that. look, i'm a fountain of information, kids. & i know you're dying to know all about my bodily functions.

sometimes life's not fair. i correct myself.. i mean all the time.

ANYWAY. i'm going to take a little tiny leave of absence. you'll have to excuse me. i can give you a written note.

to whom it may concern:
blue will be absent from the web for just a little while. please excuse her from updating her journal.
sincerely,
the spring break fairy.

so there you go. hope everyone is satisfied. you'll hear my adventures when i get back. continue to continue.

get 'em.

outta here.