3 november 1998.
[i'd be yours without a doubt.]
song: the big dipper, nothing to believe in (cracker)
so i don't think correctly on a normal basis. is that wrong? well yes & no. it's fine for me & me alone, but it ends up sucking for everyone else if there's an unexpected freakout. i should really try to manage this thinking issue better. perhaps it's just me.. but this sucks.
(the moon is reflecting off a pond we're passing in houston. it's interesting that i can see that from here. the skyline is dark blue light blue yellow orange red deep purple-y red. there's another lake. it's cloudy & cold in d.c. perhaps i'll get rained on. i much rather like being cold than hot. if you're cold, your body can react - shake - to warm itself up. & you can always contort to bring warmth. <bump> but when you're hot, you can't always just naturally cool down - can't remove layers of skin, etc. i like joan osbourne's vocals on this song.)
i'm trying to do math. not statistics, just basic addition. another method of thinking. how is it that i can remember the words to a song i heard one time five years ago but can't remember to think? that's my question. if you have thoughts, go ahead & email me. i'm serious. hope you don't forget. i probably will.
(picture taken by from christ's plane over new york.)
