5 february 1999

haddaway.

then i lost it.

aha. ahaha. ahahaha.

do you ever find yourself in a situation where you really cared about something & someone beats it to a bloody pulp & you just lose it? okay, thanks. that makes me feel better.

i'm eating these really not chewy fruit chews. they're sticking in between my teeth.

the frats are out inducting tonight. thrill a minute, it is. they toss these HUGE guys up in the air. i find myself shockingly impressed.

all eyes in jest, i blow things out of proportion. sure, doesn't everyone? isn't that what makes you an emotional wonder? just don't whip out the melodrama.

i'm listening to a strange remix of "the boxer."

the new episode of ER was rather undisappointing. but i know it's the beginning of the end. siiiiigh. juuuliaaaannaaaa.

oh. so i walked into the bathroom to take a shower. & everyone was like, "are you okay? what happened?" uhh. "weren't you taken out in the pegasus (the big ass helicopter from the university of virginia) today? i thought you passed out in the shower!" uhh. no. i'm fine. thank you. "okay. well, let us know if you need anything." uhh. okay.

but showers are quite nice. quite quite nice. it was actually warm this time. mmm.

i had this dream that someone walked in on me in the shower & started kissing me. no, it Did Not turn me on & i did Not know them. it scared the shit out of me. so i woke up & went straight back to sleep.

water is good.

drink more water.