she's afraid of a light.

[27 december 1998]

matches, matches.. light a candle, light a candle. step down.

i remember when he would wrap his arms around my stomach way too high. he didn't but he almost did. almost. & that's enough for the little one. i didn't say nothing.we'll see who runs faster. i refuse to stand for it, i do. mm.

take into consideration the number of times i hurt you. take into oblivion the number of times i hit you, abused you, made existence absurd for your eyes only. what do you see when you're falling into the pit of hell? what is it that you're falling into? that can't be good for your back. you're a handsome fellow.. what's your name.

everyone is silly. everyone is here. everyone is floating & i can see it. creeping up on me anyway. sneak attack.


*draw into the mouth by producing a partial vacuum by action of the lips and tongue*

nothing left to say, i'm okay how are you thanks for asking.