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whew.

27 january 1999

it was joe montana.

i'd go with steve young.

yes, that is me. i am jumping on & off the line. i'd tell yout that i'm not doing it on purpose. the nice thing is that i Can. i love the ethernet. you who have the privilege of it know what i'm talking about. you who are ethernet virgins, you haven't really surfed the web.

earning very large paychecks. so i was considering sex. just because i wasn't doing anything on a tuesday night/wednesday morning. i should really eat something. i haven't eaten in a while. but as i was thinking of sex, i realized that my previos assumptions about my relations to it are wrong. i really Do need sex. i guess. or at least the physical contact. dr. sylvest was talking about a couple she knows, together five years, & they have never kissed. sure, they have sex. but no kissing. can you imagine not feeling someone's tongue in your mouth, exploring your scars & literally hanging on every word you're about to say? i couldn't do that. if i wasn't kissing, touched & just got sex, i don't think i would be living. i don't think i would get the full spectrum. you can't just tear off your clothes under a street lamp in the rain & have sex. it ruins the moment. your lips can meet, you can rub your cheeks against each other. the skin can be rough & smooth. when i accidentally slip in the shower & notice the tingle, i'm surprised that it feels incredibly good. like i don't remember this part of me. do you? i don't know. it's not embarassing or i wouldn't be talking about it in this forum. but you know what i mean. sex rocks, kids.

 

so catch me.

while i'm going down.

i'm not afraid.

i just can't stand the pain.

move it..