[5 december 1998] it's heavier than happiness. sleep it off? yesh, that would be grand. thank you. jay just signed off & on. i wonder if he's afk or playing video games or just silly. no, i don't want you for your money. you would have laughed very, very hard at me last night. no, i'm not kidding. i sang. i was outside at chandler sitting on a table (i started on the grass but it got way chilly), just writing & this boy comes up behind me & starts playing the guitar. he was there for awhile. he just played some original stuff & a couple oasis licks. i wanted to hit him over the head with it when he played wonderwall. he killed it. but one of his friends came, attempted to sing {slaughter} "don't look back in anger" & left. thank god. then i decided that it was time for me to do some a cappella. don't Ask how that happened, but i found myself dancing & singing all over the grass. it was great. i had to clock myself in the throat a couple times to keep going (karate chops, you know the deal). interesting. give me trust & faith & all the things i had. i'm stained all through my insides. i like indie records. indie labels. indie bands. indie girls. indie boys. you know who bothers me? the wankers who live below us who blast alice in chains & play along with super heavy distortion. audrey's sick. get better soon, audreybunnee. <wave> sing it on your way home. i wouldn't want to disa-disappoint you. |
--emm gryner. |