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the land is the sea.

2 february 1999

if i get scared, i'll just call you.

 

the changing mind. looks right to me.

thought processes & means through ends. i know what you're doing. i know where this is going. a trail that slides off & falls into the deepest pit of your stomach. it's easier than you think. my wonder & fear makes me soar(sore). touching the tips of the waves. touch is the only sense.

 

who doesn't know my name.

who doesn't know my flame.

who hasn't seen me alive.

who hasn't.

touch the only sense

the only sense

the only sense bleeds through my fingertips

 

it's not supposed to make sense

undo it all

there isn't a god but she knows

she knows she's there she knows ssssssshhhhhh

its okay its okay almost over

 

YOURE NOT ALONE BABE.

gone for crying foggy close

 

flash blink burst

shiver close the window shake shake whistles high pitched

tech no tech fly fly

free to

bowing you're bow'ing the string slipping slice

shaking down, slipping down

age it's the age it's the dawn the set the fish

-more cheap sex-

no wonder

there is no wonder

 

i don't understand the concepts of time

when we fly, i'm not thinking of the clock

(when someone vampires my neck, i think, "oh, god who will see. who will say something who will comment.. what will they think." now i just want your teeth in my skin.)

 

places i didn't know i had

things i didn't know were real

it's cold.. pull the string

 

i was thrilled by your eyes

i gasped gaped threw & flew

follow & shadow

he's a star.

~*

 

i'm your superman, baby, i'm your superhero. turn the world around & spin around. grab my hands & wisk me away. readysetNOW.

touch, the only sense. the only sense.

he's my shadowstar. my firestarter. progressive naturalist, patina plate.

shivers through my inner ear unbalanced equal - librium. take it. flavor equal.

i want complication. complication. simplify, NO. never. if you think i'm fake, well you're WRONG. just ask my shadowstar.

 

(p.s. the phone rings four times before it gets to our room. give me eight.)

how.

who.

boy so hard.