[6 december 1998]

sleep until you're tired.

blargh. today has been a nothing day. i just ate some m&ms which tasted horrid. i like m&ms when they're kind of stale. mm. yum.

i wrote a nine page paper today. it Sucked. fortunately, the boyfriend brigade was out of sight for most of the day & i was able to concentrate, seeing that i had done next to nothing yesterday due to the invasion. <yawners>

inatia. i dreamed of that word. inatia. mm. what does it mean? maybe i'll find out tonight.

matt was telling me about his trip to hiroshima. "you should see some of the pics we have. they have stone steps people were sitting on waiting for a bank to open and their shadow is all white surrounded by the black caused from the blast, watches stopped at the exact moment, pics of the people's skin with the terrible blisters and burning caused by it. skin melted on lunch boxes, cloth burned to people skin. fingernails, teeth." mm. trading lives for other lives is so.. scary to me. i don't know. if anything like that happened to the united states, would we ever forgive the world for letting it happen? i doubt it.

sorry for not being in the write mood. haha. get it? ehhhh. okay. audrey's online & i want to talk to her & then i'm going to sleep. so eat it.