Infinite Domain...
Well, this is the other part of me and my being.I am a newcomer to this strange new spiritual plane that exists within and without the confinements of our universe. Yup! That's me. There really is one strong reason behind my drive for a better connection with this spiritual realm. And that reason is that if I can better myself, and have a closer relationship with God and his other creations, why not go for it? I have experienced soooo much joy and love... but I am also finding that when you are on this journey you will face many ups and downs, and your life will be very unstable for the first few months or possibly years; you will face many of these ups and downs states - it is like a wild roller-coaster, as we (me the friends that I have met on my travels) have loosely defined it. But in the end, I know deep down in my heart that this really will make my life easier, in many ways... I am broadening my horizons, and this new realm is so so vast, that it is not possible for me to explore it in one life time... or perhaps have I already learned much from before? Yes, re-incarnation seems to be an exceptable idea to me, and there are many places where it can apply in the vast network of this worldly movement towards higher growth.
This is the book that changed my life... 
There was a letter in our mailbox
addressed to me but it was hand-written addressed. I had no idea,
but there was an advertisement about a new book that she was
about to publish in it - on Dolphins! I bought it and it slapped
me upside my head. It was on Dolphins, sure... but not completely
on Dolphins.... ;-) a VERY loved book! Please do check out her
site! She does have a few guided meditations that you can play
with RealPlayer, and it's free! :-) Thankyou again, Ilona!
In case you're interested, I'm a Christian myself. I come from the United Church of Christ (UCC) Denomination, which is a branch of Protestant I think... I am very glad that I have grown up with this side of religion. I have found that (through my pastor) the UCC is very loose with their statement of faith, and therefor this type of spirituality is readily embraced and she - yes it's a she - even told me that some pastors of the UCC denomination even encouraged this type of spirituality to some extent.
I am a very very caring person, and if you are feeling down or just sad, please, email me... I love all unconditionally... I have felt much pain and sorrow before, and I know what it feels like... I am not like some people whom are out there that would like to suck you into and under their power; never have I been, nor will I. Nor will I ever force my beliefs upon anyone. Please accept my genuine love down from my heart to you... It is good for all to express such love. Smile today!! :-)
A list of my
accomplishments
Here is a channeled writing that I recieved from my guide, Arana, one day... the funny thing is that I recieved a request to do this one day while I was in class. So I opened myself up during lunch hour while at a computer terminal and began to write down the messages that I recieved... this was the result:
Jason
Wadsworth
Channeled
Writing: YOUR MISSING LINK
1/23/98
Confidence
within all wisdom you must strive for. Do not be afraid of the
things you do, but keep your personal integrity, yes. Allow
things to enter into you only if they feel comfortable, but do
not criticize those that don't seem to fit your character, for
those things are like us. We can only enter into and communicate
with certain souls that are attuned to our frequency. All of us
are different, therefor different beliefs and practices and even
religions have been established to help pick up those different
beings. Unfortunately, children are forced into these religions
from birth. If their soul is not attuned to the
frequency/feeling/beliefs of the certain religion that they
attend, then they are not experiencing the fullness of
themselves. Most only find this to be true after they have moved
out. You, Jason will find this soon as well. But you are special
in a sense because you have come across this truth at an early
age; you are trying to adapt to something that fits your soul's
frequency before you move out; this is causing distress in your
family because they do not wish to have an imposing
frequency/force within the vicinity. Try as you may, it will be
nearly impossible for you to suppress or hide this from them;
they know what you are doing. But they dont know of this
knowledge that we speak to you now. Accept this as guidance from
us...
The
reason you lack the abilities to do certain things is because you
have doubts of yourself. Such as OOBE's. THere is a feeling
within you that says, "Only highly ascended masters can
achieve OOBE's. I can only achieve this if I am a master of
myself." Jason, you must realize that this is simply not the
truth. Take a look at all of those out there that are able to
have an OOBE and yet who are not even fully attuned to themselves
yet. You need to have full blown confidence in yourself. Dont
think that you cant do something just because you have only seen
and heard of masters achieving OOBE's. And above all, dont put
yourself down when nothing happens... This pulls you farther and
farther away from your goal; and it is difficult to deal with it
later as well, for you will need to reprogram and restructure
your higher mind/subconscious to realize your fault, and *know*
that you can do anything. You can achieve OOBE's even without
external consulting. Simply follow intuition and let your life
flow. You have only been involved in spirituality now for nearly
5 months - Not even half a year. But yet look at what all you
have accomplished. Know this: from the basics you will be able to
pick up on and be able to achieve higher things, such as healing,
Astral Projection, as long as you build the foundation. Once the
structure has started, things will begin to happen at a fairly
good pace - faster than before. But as you begin to accept this
influx of knowledge and ability, you begin to lack stamanic
patience. This has hit you hard in the past week or so. And you
have not recovered from it yet; we are sending you the best of
aid. Just remember... you have not even explored for half a year,
but look at what all you've uncovered, what all you have been
able to achieve, no matter how low or basic, or down to earth it
seems. To climb the ladder, you must build it as you ascend. Keep
strong confidence within you - very very strong.... you will be
able to achieve Astral Projection, OOBE's, seeing color in
aura's, and more in this lifetime.. in the past lifetime, you
explored this field, and vowed to continue your exploration in
the next lifetime. You are now picking up where you left off, do
not be frightened that you will not finish in this lifetime. You
started late in the previous one.
Be
creative in all you do; also remember that as there are different
beliefs and religions established, different books were written
at different levels and frequencies as well. You know the general
idea of the book when it presents you with an excersize. If the
excersize seems to not aid you, then only assimilate what you
enjoy out of it. Then, summon up a very powerful creative spirit,
fill yourself with enterprise, picture yourself as armed for
anything, and yet able to paint your way - create the
excersize... pick up off the basic idea and create your *own*
excersize. If need be, you can call on us for assistance. We are
in tune and in harmony with your souls frequency and resonation,
Jason; feel warm in knowing this; there are other humans in this
world that are like this. It does not pertain to mental or
physical abilities at all, and it's not very related to
psychological abilities either, but somewhat. You will know. In
this spiritual dimension, like attract's like, so we are saying
to you that you can bring these spirits to you. If you wish to do
so, each night... send out a long range powerful expansion of
your soul's signature. This will bring others to you; they will
be mysteriously drawn to your location - and fate will be on your
side. Remember, good things can come of this - you are bettering
yourself; soon you will better the world.
Upon
the topic of frequency resonation again, please, do remember that
if you do not feel safe with something or if it just makes you
uneasy, dont feel obliged to pursue it. Simply accept it as a
tool that people use of which they find resonant with their
souls. Know this, and you will grow up wise, explain this to
others - you have gained this insight...
Ok... I've not yet finished putting all that I'd like to put on here, but well... that's just the way it is with a LOT of things around here! :-) One of these days.... *dreaming* hehehe...
