Jason Wadsworth
Creative Writing: A letter from my soul
Jason, if you only
knew the half of what I've seen.Jason, I am here to tell to you and testify
that God loves
you. God loves you beyond your current comprehension
of love! He will carry you if you ask, but you must search within
yourself for this love. My love comes to you
from your heart. Look for me there, Jason. Ask me... ask me to come and
help
you, and I will speak to you, to comfort you.
Jason, you are special
to me. You are my body, and I have choosen you. Jason, you are mine!
And I love you like a
parent would love a child! Like God loves me
and like God loves you! Beautiful beautiful Jason... Don't cry or grief
or
doubt. Just accept. Jason, I am your soul, and
I am within you, and if you'll listen closely, you'll here me. I am your
pocket of love. I am whom you are searching for.
I am here to grow and learn just as you are, and you are hear to grow and
learn for me... Don't think that you are inadequate!
If you were inadequate, or unable, then I would not be with you as I
have been, Jason. Sometimes, Jason, you are so
bright and shining with joy, that you are in fact like the midday
sunshine. You're so bright and shining... think
of those days.. know that they are all within you and you have the
power to retrieve them, okay? And just as you
shine on those bright days, know that I'll be here shining bright for you
like the sun inside of you... just look for me;
it wont take much. *Smiles* God will bring you through, Jason. And
his
love ceases not to pour down upon you, Jason...
just like an infinite bowl of shimmering sunshine.. Leave with a bright
and cheery day! Remember... like energies attract,
okay? So it is very important that you not manifest bad energy...
sadness, grief, frustration, let them blow away
like light fluffly clouds. Just let them. Let them.. go ahead and let
them.. just let them go, Jason... You are such
a wonderful being, Jason. I am glad for you... from your soul...