Disney World.............

"Okay guys we're here." JC said looking around the theme park and continued, "Okay guys, no matter what happens we all have to stick together right." JC turned around and only found me and Justin, and Mary. "Ummm, where are the others." JC said.

"They ditched us." Mary said.

"Well, then I guess it's you, me, Justin and Charissa." JC said, then continued, "So, where do you guys want to go."

"Let's go to............. Space Mountain." Mary said happily.

"Okay." JC said, taking her hand and we all headed over there. Mary and JC were ahead of us, holding hands, while me and Justin were behind them talking. "You wanna go ditch 'em." Justin whispered in my ear.

"Why?"

"Ummm, well you know, ummm, look at them. They're holding hands. You don't know what else they will be doing in this theme park."

"And, what exactly would those other things be." I said.

"Scamming, macking, kissing, frenching,-"

"Okay, I get the point." I said with a disgusted look in my face.

"Soooo, are we gonna ditch 'em or just watch 'em scam throughout the whole day."

"Okay then, we'll ditch 'em." Then me and Justin just turned around and started walking off. "Soooo, where do you wanna go on now." I said.

"How about The ExtraTERRORestrial Alien Encounter?" Justin said.

"Alrighty then, let's go."

In Line...................

"God, how long is this wait." I said.

"Ummm, well the sign said 45 minutes." Justin said, looking ahead with a disgusted look on his face.

"Why? What's wrong." I asked him. Then I looked ahead and was disgusted too. The two people in front of us were kissing like hell. Then I looked behind us and then the couple behind us were lip locking too. Then me and Justin stared at each other.

Then the girl in front of us turned around and said, "Hey, aren't you Justin from N SYNC." Justin looked at her then nodded. "Oh my God, My sister loves you guys." She said.

Then the person she was lip locking with turned around, and I gasped. "Charissa." He said, looking at me with shock.

"Richard." I said, staring back at him with shock too.

"Who is he?" Justin asked.

I looked at Justin, who was very confused, then said, "Richard, this is Justin, Justin, this is Richard, my ex."

Justin's mouth dropped a little, then stuck out his hand and said, "Nice to meet you."

"You too." Richard said, shaking his hand.

"Ummmmm, Richard, aren't you going to introduce me to them." The girl next to him said.

"Oh, ummm, Roxana, this is Charissa and Justin, guys, this is my girlfriend Roxana."

"Oh, so your Charissa. I heard a lot about you." Roxana said, looking at me funky.

"Is it good or bad?" I asked, wishing I didn't ask.

"Oh no, it's just about your past." I looked at Richard, then at Justin, who was really confused.

"Past?" Justin said, looking at me then at Richard, then at Roxana.

"Yeah, they have a history together, a very interesting one too." Roxana said, looking at me with a smile.

I smiled back at her then said, "Ummmm, what are you guys doing here."

"I'm visiting my aunt, and I decided to take Roxana with me." Richard said, then continued, "Ummmm, is he your boyfriend."

I looked at Justin, then I let out a little laugh. "He-"

"Yeah I'm her boyfriend." Justin said looking at me then at Richard.

I looked at him with a confused look on my face then he stared at me with a 'play along' kind of face. Then I turned to Richard and Roxana and said, "Yeah, he's my boyfriend."

Richard and Roxana stared at each other and then at me and Justin. "That's really cool that your dating an N SYNC member. Especially the really popular one too." Roxana said dogging me. Then we just started walking along the line.

After the ride..............

"That was soooooo fun." I said happily. Justin looked at me then he looked behind me. I turned around and saw Roxana and Richard coming.

"Hey guys." Richard said.

"Hey." I said.

"Hey." Justin said.

"Hey Justin." Roxana said in a flirtish way. Justin just held my hand so Roxana can stop. Roxana stared at our hands, the her smile went to a frown.

"What do you want?" I said, looking at them.

"You guys wanna spend the day with us." Richard said.

"Ummmm, no it's qiut alright, I'd like to spend today with my girlfriend." Justin said.

"Oh, well then I guess I'll see you guys around." v"Okay." I said, then we went our separate ways.

Back at home....................

I was in the room listening to my walkman, lying on the bed, reading a magazine. Then Justin walked in the room and sat on my bed next to me. I looked at him, and took off my headphones. "Hey." I said.

"Hey." He said, then continued, "Whatcha doin'"

"I was just listening to my walkman and reading this Seventeen magazine. Why aren't you asleep?" I said.

"Oh, ummmmm, I can't sleep." Justin said, looking at me, then at the floor.

"Oh."

"Why aren't you asleep?" He asked.

"I can't sleep either." I said, then continued, "Is everyone else asleep?"

"Yeah, ummmm, Mary, JC, Chris, Cellanae, and Monica are asleep."

"Oh, well then I guess that leaves you and me then doesn't it." I said looking at him, then continued, "Ummm, I just wanna know. Ummm, where's your mom,"

"Oh, she's out. You know, work."

"Oh, so you hardly get to see her."

"Yeah."

"Same here. I hardly get to see my parent's because of business. They're always out of town."

"Oh, well, I'm always out of town. So I hardly get to see her. And if I do get a chance to see her, it's mainly like around a day or two each month."

"Oh, well, when I get a chance to see my parent's, it's like a week each month, then they're off to some kind of country."

"Oh, ummmm, something's been bothering me lately and you have to promise that you'll answer it truthfully."

I looked at him, then I nodded.

"What was Roxana talking about with that whole, you and Richard past?"

"We just had a past together. That's all."

"No, she said something about an interesting past, and when you saw Richard you were really shocked to see him, and when he saw you, he was really shocked to see you. What's all that about?"

"Look it, it's none of your business about what happened in my past so stop being so nosy."

"I don't mean to intrude in your personal life but, I'm just trying to be a friend and if you wanna tell me anything, I'm all ears."

"Yeah, I know your trying to be a friend but my personal life is my own business and no one else's."

"Yeah I know, sorry."

"It's alright."

"Ummm, Charissa."

"Yeah."

"Charissa, I'm sorry."

"Sorry for what."

"The last time we saw each other. I didn't mean to blow up at you."

"It's alright, jeez."

"No, what I said was really uncalled for and I shouldn't have said them."

"It's okay Justin, it's the past, forget about it."

"Yeah, you're right."

"Ummm, Justin, what's that whole thing about the boyfriend, girlfriend thing in Disney World today."

"Oh, ummm, sorry. I didn't mean to say that you were my girlfriend, it's just that Roxana-"

"I know, she was busy flirting with you and everything."

"Yeah." He said.

"Justin, ummm, can you go because I wanna get some sleep."

"Oh, well, okay, good night."

"Good night." He kissed my forehead and stared at me. We looked at each other, then he moved closer to me, then closer.

"Justin, I don't think we should-" He kissed me, softly. Our lips pressed together gently. I moved my head back to pull away, but he followed, like as if he didn't want to stop. I pushed away gently and said, "Justin, we shouldn't be doing this."

He looked at me, then at the floor. "I'm sorry." He said.

"It's okay."

"But Charissa, I really like you, and I really want you to be my girlfriend."

"I know, and I really like you too, but, I don't know about the whole boyfriend girlfriend thing."

"Why? Is it something about your past."

"No, yeah, maybe. I just don't want to okay. Just, not yet."

"Okay, well, if your ready, just tell me okay."

"Okay."

He kissed my forehead then left the room.

I laid there, on the bed, and started thinking. What's wrong with you Charissa? I thought to myself. You had him right there, but you had to push him away, like what you did last time. I know. I shouldn't have pushed him away. Now, I hurt him again, like what I did last time. I just don't want to be hurt again, like waht happened with Richard. Richard's the past, Justin is now. Stop pushing Justin away and Give him a chance. If you don't give him a chance, then you don't know what your missing.

When Justin left my room, he went straight to bed, laid down, and started thinking. Why does she keep pushing me away? He thought to himself. Something happened in her past with Richard that she's afraid to have another relationship. But what is it. Why did I kiss her again? I knew she was going to push me away like what she did last time. But I had to kiss her again. Why did I do it? It hurt's so much inside. I'll talk to Mary tomorrow. Maybe Mary know's about this Richard and Charissa, and maybe Mary will have the answer to some of my questions.