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RECAP:FOR ABOUT TEN MINUTES JUSTIN AND I SAT IN THE BOAT LOOKING INTO EACHOTHERS EYES AND EVERYONCE IN A WHILE SAYING SOMETHING TO BREAK THE SILENCE BUT MOSTLY GAZING INTO EACHOTHERS EYES THINKING ABOUT EACHOTHER.

THEN THE RIDE ENDED AND WE GOT OFF. "LETSS GO IN THE HAUNTED HOUSEJEN, UNLESS YOU ARE CHICKEN?" "HEY IF I AM I ALWAYS HAVE YOU TO PROTECT ME." I SAID SMILEING, JUSTIN LAUGHTED AND THEN WE GOT IN LINE. CHRIS AND LISA HAD GOTTEN IN LINE BEHIND US AND WE STARTED TALKING. "SO WHAT HAVE YOU TWO LOVEBIRDS BEEN DOING?" JUSTIN SAID AS HE PUT HIS ARM AROUND MY SHOULDER. "WHAT DO YOU THINK JUSTIN, WAIT I DONT WANT TO KNOW, WE HAVE BEEN TALKING AND STUFF" "OH COOL I GUESS, OH LOOK WE ARE NEXT" JSUTIN SAID AND WE GOT ON THE RIDE AND IT TURNED OUT TO BE QUITE CORNY. AFTER THAT WE JUST RODE SOME RIDES AND THEN WE GOT A LITTLE HUNGRY. "JEN, WANNA GET SOME COTTTON CANDY OR SOMETHING?" "SURE JUSTIN WHY NOT?" I SAID "K I'LL BE RIGHT BACK" HE CAME BACK WITH TWO COTTON CANDY THINGS AND OF COURSE THE BLUE KIND! (WE BOTH LOVE BLUE) JUSTIN ATE HIS AND NIBBLED ON MINE BUT THATS OK I STILL LUV EM. HEHEHHE. WE DECIDED TO GO TO THE MIDWAY AREA OF THE FAIR WITH LANCE AND KAREN, TO PLAY SOME GAMES AND STUFF. SO WE WALKED OVER TO THIS THING WHERE YOU HAVE 30 SECONDS AND (TWO PLAYER GAME) THE PEROSN WITH THE MOST BASKETS IN A HOOP WINS THIS GIANT BEAR. "HEY CHRIS WANNA PLAY, ITS ON ME?" JUSTIN SAID WIHT A HUGE SMILE ON HIS FACE, HE KNEW HE WAS BETTER AT B-BALL THAN HIM. "SURE WHY NOT IF I DONT HAVE TO PAY" CHRIS REPLED SO THEY STARTED THAT GAME AND CHRIS AND JUSTIN WERE TIED, THEN CHRIS TOOK THE LEAD WITH A BASKET RIGHT BEFORE THE END OF 30 SECONDS, CHRIS WON THE GIANT BEAR AND GAVE IT TO BETH. "DANG, " JUSTIN SAID " YO CHRIS WHAT DO YOU SAY ABOUT ANOTHER ROUND WINNER KEEPS ALL!" NOW CHRIS BEING VERY CONFIDENT BY NOW AGREED. THIS GAME JUSTIN WON AND BEAT THE FAIR RECORD! SO HER GOT THIS GIGANTIC BEAR THAT WAS THE PRIZE, IT WAS THE BIGGESTONE IN THE FAIR. HE GAVE IT TO ME AND TOLD CHRIS HE COULD KEEP THE BEAR HE HAD WON IN THE FIRST GAME EVEN THOUGH IT WAS WINNER KEEPS ALL. I WAS HAPPY BUT ALSO IT WAS HARD TO CARRY THIS BIG BEAR AROUND DO JUSTIN AND I SAT DOWN TO REST. ALL OF THE SUDDEN, A RUSH OF SCREAMING 12 YEAR OLDS CAME RUSHING TOWARDS US,"JEN I DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY THIS BUT UM I HAVE BUISSNESS TO DO." JUSTIN SAID AS HE GOT UP TO SPEAK TO THE FANS HE SIGNED A FEW AUTO GRAPHS AND GOT DOME GIFTS AND I GOT SOME SINISTER LOOKS FROM THE GIRLS BECAUSE I WAS SPENDING VDAY WITH THEIR IDOL. "SORRY ABOUT THAT JEN, NORMALLY I WOULD'NT DO THAT IF I WAS OUT ONA DATE OR SMETHING BUT TODAY I AM FEELING GENEROUS. HEHEHE. HE LAUGHED AND I GAVE A SMIRK.

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RECAP:I GOT SOME SINISTER LOOKS FROM THE GIRLS BECAUSE I WAS SPENDING VDAY WITH THEIR IDOL. "SORRY ABOUT THAT JEN, NORMALLY I WOULD'NT DO THAT IF I WAS OUT ONA DATE OR SMETHING BUT TODAY I AM FEELING GENEROUS. HEHEHE. HE LAUGHED AND I GAVE A SMIRK.

JUSTIN COULD TELL THAT SOMETHING WAS WROND SO HE ASKED "WHATS WRONG SWEEIE?"

"OH WELL I WAS WONDERING IF THAT IS HOW ITS GONNA BE WHEN ALL OF USS GO ON TOUR?" I SAID KIND OF LOOKING DEPRESSED "NO WAY JEN ITS GONNA BE ONE MILLION TIMES WORSE BUT DONT WORRY I STILL AM GONNA PAY PLENTY OF ATTENTION TO YOU AND JUST IGNORE THEIR LITTLE LOOKS THEY ARE JUST A LITTLE UPSET WE ARE TOGETHER." "OK JUSTIN BUT I THINK IT WILL TAKE SOMETIME FOR ME TO ADUST." "DONT WORRY HUN YOU WILL." THE NIGHT ENDED ABOUT EN MINUTES LATER WHEN THE FAIR STARTED CLOSING SO WE ALL MADE OUR WAY HOME "JEN." JUSTIN SAID IN THE CAR ON THE WAY HOME "I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU SOME STUFF TO PACK TONIGHT, CLOTHES (OF COURSE) WARM AND COOL CLOTHS CUZ WE MIGHT BE IN SOME VERY COLD PLACES, TOLESTIES BATHING SUIT FOR WHEN EWE ARE AT HOTELS, GOOD SHOES, SOME NICE CLOTHS FOR WHEN WE GO OUT AND STIFF LIKE THAT, I AM JUST ELLING YOU THIS TO WARN YOU THAT WE ARE GONNA BE IN SOME WEIRD WETHER SO PACK ACCORDINGLY." "GREAT HOW LONG ARE WE GONNA BE ON THEW ROAD?" I SAID SMILING "2 MONTHS" "WOA! OK I WILL HAVE TO PACK ALOT BUT IM SURE I CAN DEAL." "YEA HOPEFULLY." OH HERE WE ARE," JUSTIN SAID AS HER GOT OUT AND OPENED THE DOOR FOR ME "OH JUSTIN YOU ARE SO SWEET!" I SAID SMILING. HE WALKED ME TO THE DOOR AND JOEY WALKED KELL TO MY DOOR (SHE WAS SPENDING THE NIGHT.) AND WE GAVE GODD NIGHT KISSES AND TOLD US TO BE READY BY 6AM! BUT WE COULD DEEL. WE WENT INSIDE AND THEN RELIZED WE SHOULD WALK TO KELLY'S HOUSE TO GET HER PACKED. SHE HAD A BIG SUIT CASE FULL OF THINGS (MAKE UP CLOTHS ETC.) AND THEN WE WENT TO MY HOUSE TO GET ME PACKED. "HMM," I SAID LOOKING IN MY CLOSET "I THIN I WILL BRING THIS AND THIS AND THIS..." I SAID AS I THREW TWO BLUE SHIRTS, A PURPLE DRESS, AND 2 MORE DRESSED ON THE GROUND "...AND THIS AND THIS AND THIS..." I PUT THREE PAIRS OF JEANS DOWN AND A JACKET AND TWO MORE SHIRTS PLUS TWO PAIRS OF ADIDAS AND A PAIR OF NIKES, I ALSO PUT A NICE PAIR OF DRESS SHOES IN TOO. AFTER PACKING ALL OF THAT AND MY UNDERGARMENTS PLUS TOILETSTRIES I HAD A SUITCASE ABOUT AS BIG AS KELL'S BUT A BIT SMAILLER. I SQUISHED IN A PIC OF MY FAMILY AND MY PURSE INTO. BY THIS TIME WE WERE EXHASTED AND IT WAS ABOUT MIDNIGHT BUT I STILL NEEDED MONEY. SO I WENT DOWN STAIRS "MOM," I SAID AS I WALKED INTO THE LIVING ROOM AS MY MOM WAS WATCHING A LATENIGHT MOVIE "I NEED MONEY FOR THE TRIP" "OK HUN LETS SEE AS SHE GRABBED HER PURSE AND LUCKY FOR ME WE WERE A FAIRLY WEALTHY FAMILY SO IT WAS NO BIG DEAL. SHE HANDED ME 200 DOLLARS SHE HAD GOTTEN FROM THE BANK THAT DAY "YOU CAN HAVE THIS AS LONG AS YOU PROMISE TO BEHAVE AND BRING ME AND YOUR FATHER BACK OSMETHING NICE" SHE SAID AS SHE SMILED "K MOM NO PROB" I WALKED UPSTAIRS AND PUT THE MONEY AWAY IN A SAFE PLACE AND KELL AND I WENT TO BED RIGHT THEN AND THERE. THE NEXT MORNIG MY ALARM RANG AND I HAD SET OT FOR 5:00AM SO WE COULD GET READY EARLY. OF COURSE ME NOT BEING THE MORNING PEROSN WOKE UP AT ABOUT 5:15 BARLY ABLE TO WALK AFTER HAVING ABOUT 4 HOURS SLEEP BUT I KNEW I SHOULD HET USED TO IS BECAUSE WE WOULD HAVE TO GET UP LIKE THAT OFTEN "I GOT DRESSED IN MY JEANS AND A PASTEL PINK SHIRT WITH MY NEW SKETCHERS AND MY HAIR LONG STRAWBERRY BLONDE HAIR IN TWO FTENCH BRAIDED PIC TAILS. KELL WORE HER JEANS AND A SPAGETTI STRAP SHIRT WITH HER BLACK STRIPPED ADIDAS. THEN WE DID SOME LIGHT MAKE-UP AND AN APPLE FOR EACH OF OUR BREAKFASTS. THEN MY MOM WOKE UP JACK BRIAN AND ALLY TO SAY GOOD BYE AND MY MOM GAVE ME HER NEW CELL PHONE "MOM I CANT TAKE THIS YOU LOVE IT HOW CAN YOU LIVE WITHOUT IF?" "WELL I WANT OYU TO CALL ME WHENEVER POSSIBLE AND ITS ALSO FOR EMERGENCIES, THIS IS THE LONGEST TIME YOU ARE GONG TO BE AWAY FROM HOME AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I LET YOU GO BUT HAVE AGGOD TOME SWEETIE>" MYMOM BROKE DOWN IN TEARS AND STARTED BLABING IN ABOUT HOW SHE WOULD TELL DAD THAT YOU SAID BYE WHEN HE GET HOME FROM HIS BUISSNESS TRIP ETC. FINALLY JUSTIN CAME AND WE PUT OUR STUFF IN HIS CAR, "WE AREGONNA BE FLYING TO GERMANY," JUSTIN SAID AS WE DROVE TO CHRIS'S HOUSE TO PICK HIM AND LISA UP " ITS GOOD YOU PACKED ALOT CUZ YOU WILL NEED IT." THIS WAS SOO COOL ALL THE GUYS G/F'S WERE COMING TOO! IT WAS SOOO COOL THEY MUST HAVE A BIG TOUR BUS! IWAS SOO EXCITED I HAD NEVER BEEN OUT OF THE COUNTRY, LUCKILY I HAD A PASSPORT THOUGH! SO WE PICKED UP THE GUYS AND WENT TO THE AIRPORT SOON WE WERE ON OUR WAY TO GERMANY ON THE PLANE JUSTIN AND I SAT NEXT TO EACHOTHER AND JC WAS NEXT TO ME BUT EVERYONE ELSE WAS SEPERATED. JUSTIN SAID" SO UM HOW ARE YOU?" "FINE ACTUALLY I DONT MIND THIS ONE BIT BUT IT IS A LITTLE NERVE RECKING AT FIRST!" I SAID IN REPLY TO JUSTINS QUESTION I KNEW BEING ON TOUR WOULD BE GREAT!

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RECAP: JUSTIN SAID" SO UM HOW ARE YOU?" "FINE ACTUALLY I DONT MIND THIS ONE BIT BUT IT IS A LITTLE NERVE RECKING AT FIRST!" I SAID IN REPLY TO JUSTINS QUESTION I KNEW BEING ON TOUR WOULD BE GREAT!

10 HOURS ON THE PLAIN WAS QUITE ANNOYING AFTER THE FIRSR HOUR! BUT U DELT WITH IT AND OCCUPIED MYSELF WITH SNUGGLING WITH JUSTIN AND TALKEING ETC. FINALLY WE GOT TO SWEDEN AND GOT OUR LUGGAGE AND IN A CAB TO THE HOTEL THAT WE WOULD BE STAYING AT. WHEN WE GOT THERE I FOUND OUT THAT NSYNC'S MANAGER HAD JUST AGREED A WEEK BEFORE FOR US TO GO DO THEY DIDNT' HAVE RESERVATIONS AT THE HOTEL FOR US, SO THE GUYS WOULD SHARE 3 ROOMS AND THE GIRLS THE OTHERS. I WAS WITH KELL AND KAREN. WE WENT TO OUR ROOMS WHICH WERE ALL SIDE BY SIDE SO WE ALL HAD THE DOORS THAT CONNECTED THE SWEETS OPEN SO WE COULD WALK STRAIGHT ACROSS 5 ROOMS. LISA'S AND BEHT'S ROMMS NEXT TO OURS AND JUSTINS AND JOEY'S ROMM NEXT TO OURS ETC. I DIDNT BOTHER UNPACKING SINCE WE WERE ONLY STAYING THE NIGHT. THAT NIGHT I WROTE IN MY DIARY ABOUT THE DAY AND THEN FELL ASLEEP. THE NEXT MORNING JUSTIN KNOCKED ON THE DOOR AND I GUESS KELL GOT IT. HE CAME UP TO MY BED AND WHISPERED IN MY EAR "TIME TO GET READY WE AHVE TO BE ON THE TOUR BUS IN A HALF HOUR" "OH MY GOSH! I NEED TO GET READY!" I SAID JUMPING OUT OF BED NOT EVEN NOTICING THAT IT WAS 5AM! " UH THANKS HUN," I SAD TO JUSTIN AS CALMED DOWN "I GUESS YOU KINDA SCARED ME, BUT CAN YOU EXCUSE I AM GONNA GET READY?" "SURE JEN" JUSTIN SAID AS HE WALKED OUT OF THE ROOM HALF ASLEEP HIMSELF. I DECIDED SINCE IT WAS PRETTY COLD (PRETTY I MEAN EXTREAMLY COLD) I GOT OUT MY EXTRA WARM JEANS A LONG PASTEL GREEN SHIRT AND MY BLACK ADIDAS AND MY WARM JACKET, I PUT MY HAIR IN A PONYTAIL AND SOME LIPGLOSS AND I WAS READY TO GO WITH 10 MINUTES TO SPARE. I MANAGED (BARELY) TO GET MY LUGAGE DOWN STAIRS AND THNE I MET EVETONE BY THE BUS "OK," JC SAID, "HERE'S THE DEALA BUNKA PEICE LUGGAGE FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE TOP BUNKS GOES UNDER THE BOTTOM BUNK WITH SAME FOR THOSE WITH BOTTOM BUNK" EVERYONE EXCEPT KELL AND I KNEW THE RUTEEN SO IT WAS REVIEW FOR EVEYONE ELSE. "OK, LETS SEE EVERYONE GET IN!" LANCE SAID THIS WAS A NEW BUS SO EVETYONE EVENT HE GUYS EXPLORED IT. THEN WE PICKED BUNKS I HAD THE ONE UNDER JUSTIN'S AND KELL HAD THE ONE UNDER JO'S AND KAREN THE ONE UNDER LANCE'S, BASICLY BOYS ON TO GIRLS ON BOTTOM. "WELL LETS GO!" JOEY SIAD CLAPPING HIS HANDS SO THERE WE WENT ON OUR WAY TO THERE FIST CONCERT OF THE TOUR. ABOUT AN HOUR AND A HALF LATER WE GOT TO THE ARENA AND THE DRIVER PARKED THE BUS. "SO I DONT KNOW ABOUT YA'LL BUT I'M STARVED!" JUSTIN SAID IN HIS SMOOTH TENNASEE ACCENT. "I AGREE!" I SAID AGREEING TO JUSTINS ADEA EVEYONE ELSE SOON NODDEDSO WE DECIDED TO PICK UP SOME FOOD. SO WE WALKED ACROSS THE STREET TO THIS BURGER JOINT AND AS SOON AS WE WALKED IN JUSTIN FROZE IN HIS TRACKS!

WHY DID JUSTIN STOP SO ABRUPTLY AND WHAT WILL HAPPEN?

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WHATS THE MATTER JUSTIN?

RECAP: AGREEING TO JUSTINS ADEA EVEYONE ELSE SOON NODDEDSO WE DECIDED TO PICK UP SOME FOOD. SO WE WALKED ACROSS THE STREET TO THIS BURGER JOINT AND AS SOON AS WE WALKED IN JUSTIN FROZE IN HIS TRACKS!

"JUSTIN?"I SAID WITH A WORRIED LOOK ON MY FACE "WHAT IS THAT MATTER?" "MINDY!" JUSTIN WALKED OVER TO THE NEAREST TABLE WITH A GIRL SITTING DOWN EATING, AFTER TOTALLY IGNORING ME. "I DIDN'T KNOW YOU LIVED IN EUROPE!?!" JUSTIN SAID LOOKING AND THIS "MINDY" GIRL AND SMILING. I THEN PROCEEDED TO ASKED THE GUYS "WHO IS THIS GIRL?" JC REPLIED "OH SHE WAS THIS GIRL THAT JUSTIN DATED DURING THE MMC YEARS SHE WAS HIS FIRST KISS. I REMEMBER CUZ ALL THE GUYS WE IN LOVE WITH HER. "OH." I SAID THIS MADE MY SPIRITS SINK. I WAS HEART BROKEN, I THEN WALKED OUT AND WENT TO THE BUS. I SAT ON MY BUNK AND HUGGED THE BIG BEAR JUSTIN HAD GAVE ME ON V-DAY THAT I HAD BROGHT. I CONTROLLED MY CRYING BACK TO A FEW TEARS OF HEART BREAK, THE LOOK IN JUSTIN'S EYES WHEN HE SAY "MINDY" JUST RIPPED MY HEART TO PEICES. THEN I HEARD A WHISPER "JEN?" IT WAS LANCE BEING THE SWEETIE HE IS CAME UP TO MY BUNK AND SAT DOWN BEHIND ME "WHAT?" I SAID TURNING AROUND "ARE YOU OKAY?" "I GUESS BUT I DONT WANT TO TALK RIGHT NOW JUST SIT HEAR AND SULK." "OK JEN BUT IF YOU NEED A FRIEND JUST SAY THE WORD AND IM HERE FOR YA. LANCE SMILED AND GAVE MEA HUG, A FRIENDLY HUG, OR MABEY MORE.

THAT NIGHT AFTER I HAD COOLED DOWN I DECIDED TO TALK TO JUSTN IT WAS ABOUT 3 HOURS BEFORE THE SHOW SO THEY HAD SOME TIME "JUSTIN WE NEED TO TALK." I SAID WITH A SERIOUS LOOK ON MY FACE, "OK HUN, WHATZ UP?" "WELL YOU KNOW THAT MINDY GIRL, WELL DO YOU UM WELL I SHOULD START OVER, OK THIS AFTERNOON WHEN YOU SAW THAT MINDY GIRL AND JUST SHOT OFF TOTALLY IGNORING ME AND THEN SPENT THE REST OF THE AFTERNOON WITH HER WELL THAT BROKE MY HEART!" "WHY?" "OH JUSTIN, I KNOW ABOUT YOU TWO LOVE BIRDS BEING TOGETHER DURING THE MMC JC TOLD ME. AND WELL IT DIDNT FEEL COMFORTABLE FOR ME TO SEE YOU WITH HER..." "JEN LISTEN I WOULD NEVER CHEAT ON YOU IN A MILLION YEARS, YOU ARE TOO SPECIAL. AND DID JC HAPPEN TO MENTION THAT MINDY AND I WERE ONLY TOGETHER A SHORT TIME AND THEN JUST BECAME BEST FRIENDS??? WELL WHEN I SAW HER IT IS LIKE SEEING A BEST FRIEND WHO I HADN'T SEEN IN 6 YEARS!" "OH WELL NOW DONT I FEEL EMMBARASSED!!!!! OH WELL UM JUSTIN...IM...SORRY."I SAID LOOKING INTO HIS EYES "OH JEN ITS ALL RIGHT. WELL IM SORRY FOR IGNORING YOU." HE THNE LEANED OVER AND WE KISSED! BUT THIS HAD MORE MEANING THAN MOST KISSES, IT SYMBOLIZED THAT WE TRUSTED EACHOTHER...

THEN JUSTIN HAD TO GO DO THE SOUND CHECK AND I GOT TO WAIT IN THE ARENA AND WATCH(LUCKILY THIS ARENA HAD A ROOF SO IT WASN'T AS COL AS USUAL, BUT I WAS WEARING MY JACKET SO I WAS NICE AND WARM) THEN CAME AND HOUR BEFORE THE SHOW AND EVERYONE WENT INTO THE SITTING ROOM AND TALKED THEN JUSTIN AND I STARTED TO KISS AND STUFF, IT WAS GREAT, BUT THNE WE REALIZED THAT EVERYONE WAS WATCHING SO WE REGAINED COMPOSSURE AND CONTINUED TALKING. THEN I JUST LOOKED AROUND AND SAW LANCE AND KAREN ARGUING, BY THIS TIME EVERYONE WAS WATCHING "LISTEN LANCE I DONT KNOW ABOUT THIS BEING TOGETHER ANYMORE IT JUST ISNT WORKING OUT I CANT GET YOU?!?!?!?" KAREN SAID

"BUT KAREN COME ON..." IT CONTINUED ON LIKE THIS UNTIL IT ENDED WHEN KAREN JUST RAN OUT CRYING. LANCE LOOKED REALLY SAD BUT THEN JUST TRIED TO HIDE IT. THEN JUSTIN SAID "OOO! WE BETTER GO GET DRESSED HALF AN HOUR!" I THEN SAID "JUSTIN WHAT DO WE DO DURING THE SHOW?" "OH WELL JUST CHILL, OR YOU CAN GO OUT AND WATCH THE SHOW FROM THE FIRST ROW?" ALL THE GIRLS AND I SMILED AND TOOK THE TIX AND WENT OUT TO GET IN LINE WHILE LANCE STILL HAD THE DEPRESSED LOOK ON HIS FACE INSTEAD OF THAT HAPPY CHEERY ONE.

WE ALL GOT IN LINE AND WAITED (WE NORMALLY WOULDNT HAVE TO WAIT IN LINE BUT DECIDED TO JUST TO SEE WHAT ALL THE CRAZED FANS WERE LIKE. "WOW DID YOU SEE THAT FIGHT BETWEEN LANCE AND KAREN?" LISA SAID

"O YEA I WONDER WERE SHE WENT?" I SAID THEN BETH SAID "PROBABLY BACK TO THE BUS." WE ALL AGREED AND THEN WE STARED TO CHAT ABOUT SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT IN A WAY "SO WHATS UP WITH YOU AND JOEY" I SAID LOOKING AT KELL WITH SMILE ON MY FACE. "OH NOTHING SPECIAL I SUPPOSE...JUST HMM." KELL GAVE A SIGH AND SMILED, WE ALL COULD TELL THEY WERE REALLY INTO EACHOTHER. WE THEN SAW SOME GIRLS BEHIND US AND DECIDED TO LISTEN IN ON THEIR CONVO. THE GIRL WTIH THE NSYNC T-SHIRT ON SAID "OH JUSTIN IS MY MAN, DO YOU KNOW THAT HE IS DATING SOME GIRL NOW!?!" OBVIOSLY HE MENT ME, BUT HOW DID THE PRESS FIND OUT PROBABLY JUST FROM PEOPLE WHO SAW US TOGETHER "YEA," THE OTHER GIRL WITH THE NSYNC HAT ON SAID "I THINK HE NAME WAS JELLY, UM NO JEN, THATS IT JEN!" I SMILED BUT THEY PAYED NO ATTENTION TO ME. THEN THE FIRST GIRL SAID "THAT HOOTCH IS GONNA GET IT FROM ME IF I EVER MEET HER..." "OH REALLY!..." I SIAD BUT BETH AND LIZA STOPPED ME THEY WHISSPERED "GET OVER IT THERE IS GONNA BE JENIFFER ADAMS HATE PAGES ALL OVER THE INTERNET AND EVERY TWELVE YEAR OLD GIRL IS GONNA HATE YOUR GUTS!" "I HAVE AN IDEA THEN,"I SAID WITH AN EVIL GRIN ON MY FACE "CAN WE TAKE POEPLE BACKSTAGE?" "YEA WHY?" LISA SAID IN REPLY TO MY QUESTION. "CAN WE PLEASE TAKE THOSE TWO GIRLS BACKSTAGE? I HAVE WANNA TEACH THEN A LESSON ABOUT HATING PEOPLE THEY DONT EVEN KNOW," "WEL..." LISA SAID THOSE TWO GIRLS DIDNT GIVE HER TIME TO FINISH THE SECOND GIRL SAID "OH DID YOU HEAR THAT MY CHRIS IS DATING THIS FREAK NAME LISA?" THIS MADE LISA EXPLODE INSIDE I COULD TELL CUZ SHE HAD THIS LOOKIN HER EYES SHE THE ANSWERED MY QUESTION WITH A SLY SOUNDING VOICE "WHY NOT."

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RECAP: "YEA WHY?" LISA SAID IN REPLY TO MY QUESTION. "CAN WE PLEASE TAKE THOSE TWO GIRLS BACKSTAGE? I HAVE WANNA TEACH THEN A LESSON ABOUT HATING PEOPLE THEY DONT EVEN KNOW," "WEL..." LISA SAID THOSE TWO GIRLS DIDNT GIVE HER TIME TO FINISH THE SECOND GIRL SAID "OH DID YOU HEAR THAT MY CHRIS IS DATING THIS FREAK NAME LISA?" THIS MADE LISA EXPLODE INSIDE I COULD TELL CUZ SHE HAD THIS LOOKIN HER EYES SHE THE ANSWERED MY QUESTION WITH A SLY SOUNDING VOICE "WHY NOT."

SO I WALKED UP TO THE GIRLS AND SIAD "HI, WANNA MEET NSYNC?" THEN BOTH LAUGHED AND SAID "YEA RIGHT LIKE YOU CAN GET US BSP!" I THEN REPLIED "OF COURSE WHY DO YOU EVEN DOUBT!" I SMILED AND THEN THEY SOON AGREED SO WE TOLD THEM TO MEET US AFTER THE CONCERT RIGHT THERE AND THEN WE ENTERED THE ARENA. WE SAT THROUGH THE WARM UP ACTS BUT SINCE WE HAD MET THEM BEFORE WE KINDA ENJOYED IT FINALLY ALL THE GUYS CAME OUT AND DID THE SPACE SUIT THING. JUSTIN TOLD BE HE WOULD BE THE ONE ON THE VERY LEFT SO I JUST STARED AND HIM UNTIL HE TOOK HIS HELMET OFF! THE SHOW WAS GREAT AND THEN ALL THE GUYS CAME OUT WITH SQUIRT GUNS, AT ONE POIN JOEY, CHRIS, JC, LANCE, AND JUSTIN ALL CAME OVER TO WHERE WE WERE SITTING AND SQUIRTED ALL FOUR OF US AND LAUGHED JUSTIN BENT DOWN AND SHOOK HANS AND STUFF HE CAME OVER TO ME AND I GAVE HIM A BEAR THAT I HAD BOUGHT AT THE LITTLE STAND OUTSIDE. IT HAD A NOTE AND WHEN I GAVE IT TO HIM HE WINKED AND READ THE NOTE, IT SAID "I LOVE YOU" HE SMILED AND BLEW A KISS AT ME. THE GIRL BEHIND ME THOUGHT HE WAS BLOWING A KISS AT HER SO SHE SCREAMED "I LOVE YOU JUSTIN THANX FOR THE KISS!" HE LOOKED OVER WITH A CONFUSED LOOK ON HIS FACE THEN LAUGHED AFTER RELISING WHAT HAD JUST HAPPEND. THEN SINCE THIS WAS A NEW TOUR THEY CHANGED IT AROUND A BIT. THEY ALL CAME OUT IN THESE WHITE SUITS (LIKE THE ONE IN THE VIDEO) AND SANG GMHSALMTOY. THEY WERE THROWING ROSES IN THE AUDIENCE AND STUFF AND I SAW JUSTIN AND THE REST OF THE GUYS (NOT LANCE THOUGH) WRITE A LITTLE QUICK LETTER ON THE LITTLE CARD THAT WAS ATTATCHED AND GAVE THEM TO US I LOOKED AT MINE AND IT SIAD "I LOVE YOU TOO"~JUSTIN KELL'S SAID "CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU AFTER THE SHOW. ~JOEY LISA'S SAID XOXOXO!~CHRIS AND POOR BETH, THE GIRL BEHIND HER GRABBED IT OUT OF HER HAND AND SHE SCREAMED "OH MY GOSH IT SAYS GOD MUST HAVE SPENT A LITTLE MORE TIME ON YOU!" SHE WAS HISTARICAL AND SHE SCREAMED AND SCEAMED, CAN WE SAY HEAD ACHE!?! N E WAYZ THE SHOW ENDED WE TOLD THE GUYS WE WANTED THEM TO MEET SOME PEEPS SO THEY SAID OK. AND WE WENT OUTISDE TO MEET THE GIRLS. "HI," THEY SAID "SO YOU FOUR MUST BE NSYNC FANS HUH?" "UH YEA SORTA?"I SIAD "SO WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THOSE HOOTCHES WHO ARE GOING OUT WITH THEM?" THE GIRL WITH THE NSYNC SHIRT SIAD LISA THEN REPLIED "OH WELL... LETS NOT WASTE TIME LETS GO MEET THE GUYS." SO WE WENT BS AND WENT STRAIGHT TO THE SITTING ROOM (AFTER A QUICK HI TO FRED THE S.G.) THEN BETH SAID "OK NOW DONT GET HISTARICLE!" THEY SHOOK THEIR HEAD AND SMILED THEN WE TOLD THE GIRLS TO WAIT OUTSIDE THE ROOM FOR A SEC SO WE COULD TALK TO THE GUYS REAL QUICK. WE WALKED IN AND SAY THE GUYS ON THE COUCH TALKING AND THEN JUSTIN SAID "HI HUN SUP?" "SHHH! JUSTIN," I WHISPERED "WE NEED YOU TO BE QUIET WE HAVE SOME PEEPS WE WANT YOU TO MEET BUT WELL WE R KINDA PLAYIN A TRICK ON EM SO SHHH!" EVEYONE SMILED AND NODDED IN AGREEMENET, NOT THAT THEY WERE MEAN BUT THEY DIDNT THINK IT WAS TOO NICE TO BE SAYING THINGS LIKE THEY DID ABOUT US. AND THEN FROM THE OTHER DOOR BURST IN KAREN WHO LOOKED ABSOLUTLEY GREAT, I THINK SHE GOT OVER LANCE AND HER LITTLE DISAGREEMENT AND SHE KISSED LAMCE AND SAID "O LANCEY I DONT WANT TO FIGHT ANYMORE IM SORRY ABOUT FIGHTING WILL YOU FORGIVE ME?" "SURE WHY NOT?" THEN THEY STARTED MAKIN OUT ON THE COUCH BUT BE MANGED TO TELL KAREN WHAT WAS GOING ONAND SHE AGREED. "GIRLS!" WE SAID "YOU CAN OCME IN!" SO THEY WALKED IN AND THEN THEY INTRODUCED THEMSELVES ALL HAPPY AND STUFF THEN JUSTIN SAID "JEN COME HERE I MISSED YOU DURING THE SHOW!" THIS WAS NOT PLANNED JUSTIN AND I STARTED MAKIN OUT (THIS WAS AS SERIOUS AND WE HAD EVER GOTTEN!)THEN CHRIS AND LISA DID THE SAME. KAREN AND LANCE WERE CARRING ON CONVO'S AND BETH AND JC WE TALKIN IN THE CORNER. BOTH GIRLS WERE APPALLED AND JUST KINDA WALKED OUT RELIZING THEY HAD MADE A FOOL OF THEMSELVES. BY THIS TIME JUSTIN AND I WERE LIKE STILL KISSIN AND EVERYONE ELSE WAS KINDA TALKING AND STUFF. THEN I BROKE APPART FORM JUSTIN MOMENTARILLY AND SAID "ANY PLANS FOR TONIGHT??" "WELL,"JOEY SIAD"HOW ABOUT GOIN OUT DANCIN?" "WELL KELL AND I ARN'T OLD ENOGH FOR CLUBS BUT..." I SAID

"IM SURE WE CAN FIND A PLACE THAT DIDNT HAVE A AGE LIMIT HUN." JUSTIN SAID KISSING MY AGAIN. "OK THEN LETS GO!" SO EVERYONE KINDA LEFT AND LANCE TOLD JOHNNY (THEIR MANAGER) THEY WERE GOIN OUT, HE SAID THAT IT WAS FINE SO WE LEFT. WE DECIDED TO WALK TO THIS PLACE THAT JOHN, ONE OF THE GUARDS, SUGGESTED THAT WAS A DANCE CLUB BUT HAD NO AGE LIMIT. THIS WAS GONNA BE A GREAT NIGHT!

CHAPTER 15

BY: CHRIS TIMBERLAKE

RECAP:"OK THEN LETS GO!" SO EVERYONE KINDA LEFT AND LANCE TOLD JOHNNY (THEIR MANAGER) THEY WERE GOIN OUT, HE SAID THAT IT WAS FINE SO WE LEFT. WE DECIDED TO WALK TO THIS PLACE THAT JOHN, ONE OF THE GUARDS, SUGGESTED THAT WAS A DANCE CLUB BUT HAD NO AGE LIMIT. THIS WAS GONNA BE A GREAT NIGHT!

SO WE WALKED ALONG THE STREETS WHILE WE TALKED AND STUFF TILL WE DECIDED ON GOING TO GET A BITE TO EAT. SO WE STOPPED AND GOT SOME BURGERS AND ATE. BY THIS TIME IT WAS ABOUT 10PM OR THERE ABOUTS. "HERE WE ARE!" LANCE SAID AS WE APPROCHED THE PLACE WE WALKED IN AND KINDA STOOD THERE. THNE JUSTIN TURNED AND SAID "WOULD YOU LIKE TO DANCE MY BEATIFUL LADY?" "HOW COULD I RESIST!?!" SOWE STEPPED ON THE DANCE FLOOR AND LOW AND BEHOLD OUR SONG CAME ON! "MY HEART WILL GO ON" CAME ON RIGHT AS WE STEPPED ON THE FLOOR. I WAS WEARING THESE REALLY CUTE WHITE SHOES AND THIS PASTEL PURPLE DRESS (I CHANGED BEFORE WE LEFT OF COURSE!) I LOOKED IN TO JUSTINS EYES AND WHISPERED, "THIS IS OUR SONG". HE SMILED AND THEN HUGGED ME, WE WERE SO HAPPY AND CONTENT EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT. THE NIGHT CONTINUED WITH DANCEING AND EVEN AN NSYNC SONG OR TWO! THEN IT WAS TIME TO GO. WE ALL WALKED OUTSIDE AND THEN JOEY SAID "THAT WAS SOO FUN, ITS NICE TO DO THAT EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE!" "YEA!" WE ALL AGREED THAT WAS A FUN NIGHT. SINCE IT WAS LIKE A LITTLE ABTER MIDNIGHT WE DECIDED THAT WE SHOULD HEAD BACK. SO WHEN WE GOT TO THE BUS JOHNNY SURPRISED US WITH A REWARD FOR A GREAT SHOW HOTEL FOR THE NIGHT! WE WERE ALL GLAD CUZ NO ONE WAS LOOKIN FORWARD TO SLEEPING IN THE BUS. LUCKILY THE HOTEL WAS NOT A CHEEP EUROPEAN PLACE IT WAS ACTUALLY QUITE DECENT!KELL AND ME IN A ROOM, KAREN, LISA, AND BETH IN A ROOM AND THE GUYS SPLIT TWO UP ALSO! SO WE WENT GOT TO OUR ROOMS AND THEN JUSTIN AND JOEY KNOCKED ON OUR DOOR AND SAID "KELL JEN CAN WE COME IN??" WE OF COURSE COULDN'T RESIST SO THE CAME IN AND WE DECIDED TO ORDER A PAY PER VIEW MOVIE! LUCKY FOR US THIS EUROPEAN HOTEL HAD AMERICAN MOVIES SO WE DECIDED TO ORDER "EVER AFTER" "THIS SOUNDS LIKE A GOOD MOVIE" JUSTIN SAID AS IT BEGAN. JUSTIN AND I SNUGGLED ON THE TWIN BED AND KELL AND JO ON THE OTHER. KELL FELL ASLEEP AFTER LIKE AN HOUR BUT JO AND JUSTIN DECIDED THEY SHOUULD GO SO WE KISSED GOODNIGHT AND THAT WAS THAT.

WHEN I WOKE UP TO THE ALARM AT 5 AM THE NEXT MORNING I WAS EXHASTED, AFTER ALL THREE HOURS SLEEP ISNT MUCH, BUT POOR JUSTIN AND JO... "HI KELL HI JEN!" JUSTIN SAID AS HE WALKED INTOOUR ROOMS, HE WAS AS CHEERFUL AS HE COULD POSSIBLY BE! THREE HOURS SLEEP! HOW HE DID IT I WIL NEVER KNOW! I GOT KELL UP AND WE GOT DRESSED! AND WE LOOKED TOTALLY STELLAR MIGHT I ADD! EVEN THOUGH TONS OF MAK-UP WAS REQUIRED TO COVERUP THE BAGS UNDER OUR EYES! SO WE GOT ON THE BUS AND I KINDA ATE AN APPLE AND FELL ASLEEP ON MY BUNK. WHEN I WOKE UP I FELT TERRIBLE! I FELT SO BAD THAT I COULDN'T EVEN GET UP. "JUSTIN," I MANAGED TO CRACK "TEA HUN, "JUSTIN SAID AS HE LIFTED HIS HEAD FROM THE BOOK HE WAS READING. "I'M NOT FEELIN TOO GOOD." "OH LET ME SEE," HE SAID AS HE TOOK OUT THE THERMOMETER FROM THE FIRST AID KIT THEY HAD. I TOOK MY TEMPERATURE AND OF COURSE 101! "OH JEN, LETS GET YOU SOME BLANKETS AND THINGS" JUSTIN SIAD THEN HE WENT OVER AND TOLD LANCE AND JOEY AND THEN THEY CAME OVER TO GIVE ME SOME STUFF. "OK, LETS SEE JEN, HERE IS A BLANKET," LANCE SAID AS HE LAID A BLANKET DOWN ON ME. "AND HERE IS SOME TYLENOL SO YOU CAN FEEL BETTER"JOEY SAID "AND HERE ARE SOME MAGAZINES TO READ OR OF COURSE YOU CAN REST" JUSTIN SAID AS HE SET THE MAGS ON MY BED." ACTUALLY IM GONNA LISTEN TO SOME MUSIC OR SOMTHING BUT THANX" ALL THREE SMILE AND I LEANED OVER TO GET MY CD PLAYER AND CD'S.

CHAPTER 16

BY: CHRIS LANCASTER

RECAP:..."HERE ARE SOME MAGAZINES TO READ OR OF COURSE YOU CAN REST" JUSTIN SAID AS HE SET THE MAGS ON MY BED." ACTUALLY IM GONNA LISTEN TO SOME MUSIC OR SOMTHING BUT THANX" ALL THREE SMILE AND I LEANED OVER TO GET MY CD PLAYER AND CD'S.

I PUT IN MY NSYNC CD THAT JUSTIN GAVE ME AND LISTENED TO THE WHOLE CD. "JEN? WE KINDA HAVE A PHOTOSHOOT RIGHT NOW HUN SO UM I CALLED YOUR MOM AND TOLD HER WHAT WAS GOING ON AND WE TOLD HER WE WOULD TAKE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL IF THINGS GOT WORSE. AND I HAVE MY BEEPER SO HERE IS THE # IF ANYTHING HAPPENS..." THEN HE KISSED MY FOREHEAD AS NOT TO GET SICK AND LEFT WITH THE REST OF THE GUYS AND KELL, KAREN, LISA, AND BETH WANTED TO GO TOO. THEN I KINDA DOSED OFF AND SLEPT FOR HOURS.

WHEN I WOKE UP I SAW JUSTIN SITTING ON MY BED STROKING MY HAIR. I FELT MUCH BETTER IN FACT I FELT FINE! "JUSTIN, I FEEL MUCH BETTER." I SAID "WELL THATS GREAT TO KNOW YOU FEEL BETTER, YOU SLEPT FOR SIX HOURS!" "OH MY GOSH! I DIDN'T KNOW I SLEPT THAT LONG! I THINK IM GONNA GET SOMETHING TO EAT!" SO I GOT UP AND GOT A SANDWHICH AND A SODA. AFTER I ATE JUSTIN AND I TALKED AND I WENT BACK TO BED. THE NEXT MORNING WE ALL DECIDED TO GO FOR A WALK AND STUFF SINCE I WAS FEELING BETTER, WE HAD BEEN TRAVELING ALL NIGHT SO WE GOT TO OUR NEXT TOUR DESTINATION EARLY SO WE COULD HAVE A LITTLE BREAK. AS WE WALKED AND WALKED I FELT SO CLOSE TO JUSTIN AND I FELT SO CONTENT. I WAS HAPPY THE WAY I WAS AND IT WAS A GREAT FEELING FOR ME.

THE REST OF THE TOUR WENT NICE AND SMOOTH OTHER THAN A FEW MINOR DISAGREEMENTS BETWEEN EVERYONE WE HAD A GREAT TIME BUT IT WAS TIME TO GO. THE FLIGHT BACK TO AMERICA WAS QUITE BORING CUZ I GOT STUCK NEXT TOT HIS OLD UGLY MAN AND JUSTIN WAS THREE ROWS AWAY. )O: WHENI GOT HOME IT WAS GREAT. MY SISTERS AND MY BROTHERS WERE SO HAPPY AND MY DAD WAS FINALLY HOME! I WAS SO HAPPY! MY LIFE WAS SO GREAT FOR THE PAST THREE MONTHS OR SO. I DECIDED TO GO TO JUSTINS HOUSE AND SEE IF HE WANTED TO GO AND ASK HIM SOME IMPORTANT QUESTIONS. SO I TOOK MY CAR AND DROVE OVER. "HI IS JUSTIN HERE?" I SAID AS JONATHAN ANSWERED THE DOOR "OH I GO GET HIM, K?" HE SAID WITH THE CITEST FIVE YEAR OLD VOICE. "OK JON." SO HE WENT AND GOT HIM AND JUSITN CAME TO THE DOOR. "HEY JEN HOW ARE YA HUN?" "FINE, I JUST WANTED TO KNOW IF WELL, MY, UM WELL IF YOU WOULD WELL, THIS MAY SOUND WEIRD BUT UM GO TO MY SENIOR PROM NEXT WEEK WITH ME?" I SAID WITH A QUESTIONING LOOK ON MY FACE "WELL YOU DONT HAVE TO IF YOU ARE BUSY OR IF YOU DONT WANNA." THE HE REPLIED "SURE WHY NOT? WE DONT HAVE ANYTHING FOR THE NEXT WEEK OR SO." "JUSTIN YOU ARE SO SWEET! IM SO HAPPY NOW! UM WELL ARE YOU BUSY NOW?" "UM WELL NO I WAS JUST WATCHING SOME TV. WHY?" "WELL COULD YOU KINDA HELP ME PICK MY DRESS OUT AT THE MALL?" I SAID "SURE LETS GO! MY CAR OR YOUR CAR?"HE SAID WITH A SMILE ON HIS FACE "YOURS, I GUESS?" "OK LETS GO LET ME GO GET MY COAT AND STUFF." JUSTIN WENT GOT HIS COAT AND KEYS. ON THE WAY I JUSTIN AND I DISCISSED THE PROM AND I TOLD HIM THAT KELL HAD ALREADY ASKED JOEY, OF COURSE HE SAID YES. WHEN WE GOT THERE WE WENT ALL OVER AND JUSTIIN, BEING THE STYLISH GUY THAT HE IS FOUND THE PERFECT DRESS, A PRETTY BLACK DRESS, IT WAS REALLY PRETTY AND WAS REASONABLY PRICED. AFTER I BOUGHT IT JUSTIN AND I DECIDED TO GET LUNCH. WE GOT OUR FOOD AND I DECIDED I WAS GONNA TELL HIM SOMETHING I WAS KEEPING INSIDE FORA LONG TIME. "JUSTIN, I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING ANDI NEED YOU JUSTI TO LISTEN DONT ALK, OK WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR LIKE THREE MONTHS NOW AND WELL I AM HAPPY AND MY LIFE IS GOING GREAT RIGHT NOW BUT THEIR IS SOMETHING WRONG, I DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE AROUND YOU ALL THE TIME SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL LIKE I AM THE ONLY SIDE OF THIS RELATIONSHIP AND IM THE ONLYONE GIVING AND I FEEL LIKE YOU ARE SOME SUPERSTAR, WHICH YOU ARE BUT, I AM JUST A NOBODY AND... I AM THE ONLY ONE, ITS SO HARD TO EXPLAIN..." "LISTEN JEN..." "JUSTIN I NEED YOU NOT TO TALK RIGHT NOW, I NEED YOU TO LISTEN, OK I FEEL LIKE I LOVE YOU BUT YOU DONT LOVE ME..." "JEN, I MAY BE FAMOUS BUT IT DOESN'T CHANGE MY FELLINGS FOR YOU, I LOVE YOU AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS RIGHT NOW, NOTHING ELSE...

CHAPTER 17

FIGURING THINGS OUT

BY: CHRIS TIMBERLAKE

RECAP: ..."OK I FEEL LIKE I LOVE YOU BUT YOU DONT LOVE ME..." "JEN, I MAY BE FAMOUS BUT IT DOESN'T CHANGE MY FEELINGS FOR YOU, I LOVE YOU AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS RIGHT NOW, NOTHING ELSE..." "JUSTIN, THANK YOU THATS ALL I NEEDED TO KNOW BUT I THINK WE NEED TO FIGURE OUR RELATIONSHIP OUT, THIS IS JUST LIKE SO WEIRD, I MEAN IVE ALREADY BEEN AROUND THE WORLD WITH YOU ONLY IN LIKE 2 MONTHS. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW..." "JEN THIS RELATIONSHIP IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME BUT I THINK WE CAN FIGURE OUT WHERE THIS IS GOIN UNTIL IT HAPPENS.BUT I CANT SAY" "JUSTIN, I THINK YOU NEED TO FIGURE THINGS OUT, CALL ME WHEN YOU DO! I HAVE WORK TO DO." I WALKED AWAY AND CALLED KELL TO PICK ME UP.

~JUSTIN WHAT JUST HAPPEND? I CANT BELIEVE IT, SHE JUST WALKS AWAY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CONVO!. I GOT UP AND LEFT,

~JEN I SAW KELL PULL UP IN HER MOM'S 1978 CHERRY RED CORVET, ANDSO I WALKED UP AND WAS ABOO=UT TO GO IN THE FRONT BUT NOTICED JOEY SO I HOPPED IN THE BACK. "SO HOW ARE YOU JEN, I THOUGHT YOU WERE WITH YOU LITTLE JUSTIN.?" KELL ASKED "OH WELL I KINDA WALKED AWAY AFTER A FIGHT WE HAD, ACTUALLY I HAD IT WITH HIM." I WAS SO UPSET BUT I WISHED I DIDNT DO THAT. I GOT HOME AND NOTICED A NOTE ON MY DOOR, IT SAID: HEY JEN, I NEED TO TALK WITH YOU, CALL MY CELL. 123-4567 JUSTIN

SO I WENT INSIDE AND CALLED HIM "JUSTIN?" "WHO ELSE?" "WELL HAVE YOU DECIDED?" "UM WELL YEA BUT I WAS WONDERING IF I COULD TELL YOU OVER A NICE DOUBLE DATE WITH OEY AND KELL?" "SURE I GUESS?" "GR8 ILL BE OVER IN A FEW, BYE HUN." OMG I HAD JUST HAD A FIGHT AND THEN BACK TOGETHER, OH WELL AS I SAY "JUST DEAL!" YA KNOW. SO I WEN AND GOT DRESSED IN MYCARGO KHAKIS AND MY BABY BLUE, BABY TEE THAT SAYS "WHATEVER!" I PUT THE USAUL PIG TAILS AND SOME LIPGOSS WITH MATCHING EYE SHADOW AND A BIT OF MASCARA. I PUT MY BB (SHORT FOR BABY BLUE)ADIDAS ON AND I WAS SET! THEY CAME AND I HOPPED IN THAT BACKSEAT WITH JUST AND THEN HE PROCEDED TO EXPLAIN "I WAS WRONG, I CAN SAY THAT I WANT THIS RELATIONSHIP TO CONTINUE THE WAY IT IS GOING, I DONT WANT TO FIGHT WITH YOU AGAIN, NOR DO I EVER IN MY WILDEST DREAMS WOULD I EVER WANT TO LOOSE YOU, I...I LOVE YOU." I SMILED AND HE COULD TELL I AGREED I LEANED TOWARDS HIM AND OUR LIPS BRUSHED TOGETHER, FOLLOWED BY A SLILE AND A HUG. WE GOT TO THE BEACH AND THEN JUSTIN AND JOEY LED US TO ABOUT 20FT FROM WHERE THE WAVES WERE CRASHING AGAINST THE SAND. IT WAS PITCH BLACK THEY THEN PROCEEDED TO BLINDFOLD THE BOTH OF US SO THEY COULDNT SEE WHAT THEY WERE PLANNING. "OOOOO! SOUNDS ROMANTINC, E JEN?" KELL SIAD IN REPLY TO THE OUR TWO GUYS BLINDFOLDING US TO SET UP THE NIGHT. "YEA!!! I CANT WAIT!!" SO WE HEARD THE GUYS SET SOME STUFF UP AND THEN LEADED US TO AN AREA ON THE SAND WHILE WE WERE STILL BLINDFOLDED AND SAT US DOWN, THEY THEN CONTINUED THEIR WORK. "JUSTIN I'M HUNGRY CAN WE GET SOME FOOD?" "DONT WORRY HUN? WE HAVE THAT COVERED!"JUSTIN SAID WITH A SLY SOUND IN HIS VOICE LIKE HE WAS PLANNING SOMETHING SPECIAL."OK YOU CAN LOOK." JOEY SAID ALMOST WHISPERING

CHAPTER 18

BY CHRIS TIMBERLAKE

RECAP:JUSTIN I'M HUNGRY CAN WE GET SOME FOOD?" "DONT WORRY HUN? WE HAVE THAT COVERED!"JUSTIN SAID WITH A SLY SOUND IN HIS VOICE LIKE HE WAS PLANNING SOMETHING SPECIAL."OK YOU CAN LOOK." JOEY SAID ALMOST WHISPERING

SO WE OPENED OUR EYES TO SEE WE WERE SITTING IN FRONT OF ABOUT 10 CANDLES WITH LIKE ALL THIS FFOD AND JUSTIN TURNED ON THE SONG "HAVE YOU EVER?" MY BRANDY ON HIS BOOM BOX, NOT TO LOUD BUT LOUD ENOUGH. JUSTIN AND JOEY WERE ACROSS FROM US AND KELL AND I LOOKED AT THEM AND, I BIT MY BOTTOM LIP AND SMILED. "DO YOU LIKE IT JEN?" JUSITN SAID I CONTINUED TO CRAWL OVER TO JUSTIN AND SAID "OH YEA BABY!" I LEANED FORWARD AND KISSED HIM, AND I MEAN KISSED HIM!!!!! WE SEPERATED AND HE SIAD, "WELL, THAT WAS... AMAZING IM GLAD YOU LIKE IT HUN" WE BOTH LOOKED OVER AND JOEY AND SAY KELL ON HIS LAP TALKING AND KISSIN AND STUFF. "SO SHALL WE EAT?" I SAID. THIS BROKE JOEY'S AND KELL LITTLE "CONVO" AND THE SPLIT UP TO THEIR SEPERATE SIDES OF THE BLANKET SO DID JUSTIN AND I.

"HMMM, WHAT DO WE GET TO EAT?" I SAID A LITTLE TOO EAGERLY. "WELL, MY DEAR, HOMEMADE SPAGETTI WITH MEATBALLS AND SOME FRESH VEGGIES." JUSITN KNEW I LOVE VIGGIES AND SPAGETTI, WHAT A SWEATHEART. JUSTIN JOEY KELL AND I ATE AND THEN JOEY SAID " HOW ABOUT SOME DESERT?" "SURE." WE ALL AGREED. JUSTIN UNCOVERED OUR DESERT, "OMG! MY FAVE JUSTIN!" IT WAS STRAWBERRY PIE WITH A SIDE OF ICE CREAM! JUSTIN AND JOEY SERVED US AND JUSTIN KEPT SNEAKING SOME OF MINE "HEY" I SIAD AS HE TOOK A BITE OF MINE "YOU HAVE YOUR OWN!" "I KNOW BUT YOURS IS SO MUCH SWEETER!" AAWW JUSTIN IS SOO CUTE. SO WE FINISHED OUR DESERT AND THEN JUSTIN AND JOEY STOOD UP AN SAID "WELL WOULD YOU CARE TO DANCE?" JUSTIN HAD JUST PUT IN THE TITANIC SOUNDTRACK IN THE CD PLAYER, AND PUT IT ON MY HEART WILL GO ON. IT WAS OUR SONG AFTER ALL. WE GOT UP AND DANCED THE NAIGHT AWAY...

CHAPTER 19 OH NO!

By: CHRIS TIMBERLAKE

ABOUT A WEEK AFTER THAT ROMANTIC NIGHT JUSTIN AND THE GUYS HAD SOME BUISNESS TO DO INNEW YOUR AND THEY LEFT KELL AND I TO KINDA CHILL. tHE GUYS WERE GONNA COME BACK ON FRIDAY, JUST IN TIME FOR THE PROM! KELL WAS JUST HANGIN AT MY HOUSE AND STUFF SINCE OUR YEAR ROUND SCHOOL WAS ON AN OFF TRACK UNTIL WEDNESDAY.

OH MY GOD, I MISS JUSTIN SO MUCH, I DONT KNOW HOW I WILL BE ABLE TO BARE LIFE WITHOUT HIM, HEHEHE! WELL LUCKILY HE IS COMING BACK, I THINK I WILL DIE IF HE STAYS ANYLONGER THAN THAT. OH I BETTER CALL KELL AND TELL HER TO COME OVER TO TALK AND WATCH SOME TV. I PICKED UP THE PHONE AND DIALED HER NUMBER "HELLO?" KELL SAID AT THE OTHER END OF THE LINE "OH JEN HOLD A SEC...SCOTT!...STOP IM ON THE PHONE...OH STOP IT HUN" THEN I HEARD THAT AND WAS LIKE "HUN??" KELL DIDNT HEAR ME BUT I KNOW SOMETHING WAS UP "KELL WHAT IS GOING ON, WHO IS THAT OVER THERE WITH YOU?" I SAID "OH WELL... YOU SEE... THE THING IS...I HAVE SOME PEOPLE OVER AND UM..." SHE TRAILED OFF REALIZING I KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON, SHE WAS CHEATING ON JOEY...I HUNG UP WITHOUT SAYING A WORD TO HER AND LAY DOWN ON MY BED IN DISCUST WITH MY BESTFRIENDS BEHAVIOR, JOEY AND HER WERE SO PERFECT TOGETHER...SO PERFECT. OH WELL I CANT DISTRESS OVER THIS IT IS NONE OF MY BUISNESS. OH I CANT HELP MYSELF IM GOING OVER TO TALK ON HER. I GOT TO HER HOUSE AND RANG THE DOOR BELL, I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE THINKING, WHY NOT SPY ON HER? WELL I CAN ANSWER THAT, SHE IS MY FRIEND SHE WILL TELL ME. "OH, HI, UM JEN." KELL SAID WITH A GUILTY LOOK ON HER FACE. " I CAN EXPLAIN JEN JUST LISTEN..." "NO KELL, YOU LISTEN, I THOUGHT YOU AND JOEY HAD SOMETHING, BUT I GUESS I WAS WRONG..." ALL THE SUDDEN THE GUY WHO WAS BRIAN, MY EX! CAME OUT AND ASKED "KELL, HUN, WHO IS THIS, OH, HEY JEN... UM KELL COME BACK" SHE REPLIED "BRIAN," I WAS RIGHT, HE WAS THE BRINA ON THE PHONE "I AM TALKING TO SOMEONE RIGHT NOW, CANT YOU SEE, ILL BE RIGHT THERE."SHE KISSED HER ON THE CHEEK AND LEFT BACK IN THE HOUSE, I CONTINUED "KELL, I DONT KNOW IF I NEED A FRIEND LIKE YOU.." "JEN, PLEASE, DONT TELL JOEY, IT WOULD BREAK HIS HEART AND..." SHE STARTED CRYING, I SHOWED NO SYMPATHY, I JUST WALKED AWAY NOT GIVING AND ANSWER TO HER.

CHAPTER 20

JUSTIN, NO CHRIS TIMBERLAKE

WEDNESDAY MORNING

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"MOM, CAN YOU GET THAT I'M GETTING READY!" I SAID AS I PUT MY LONG STRAWBERRY BLONG HAIR IN A HIGH PONYTAIL "SURE HUN"MY MOM SHOUTED AS SHE MADE SOME PANCAKES

I STOOD ON THE SCALE RIGHT BEFORE I DID MY MAKE UP "130!" I WAS ASTONISHED AT HOW HEAVY I WAS, I KNOW 130 IS NOT THAT BAD BUT HELLO? I HAVE PROM LIKE FOUR DAYS! I DECIDED IT WAS TIME FOR ANOTHER DIET.

I GOT OUT MY MAKE UP AND JUST BEFORE I WAS GONNA BUT MY LIGHT PINK LIPSTICK ON MY MOM YELLED "HUN, ITS JUSTIN ON THE PHONE" "OK ILL TAKE IT UP HERE!" I WALKED OVER AND PICKED UP MY EEYORE PHONE, I LOVE EEYORE! "SUP HUN?" I SAID HAPPY THAT HE CALLED ME "JEN, I HAVE SOME BAD NEWS, I DONT KNOW IF I WILL BE ABLE TO MAKE IT TO THE PROM..." HE TRAILED OFF KNOWING THAT I WASNT GONNA BE HAPPY. "OH..." I SAID AS A SALTY TEAR RAN DOWN MY CHEEK AND FELL TO THE FLOOR. THEN HE REPLIED"DONT CRY, ITS NOT FOR SURE OR ANYTHING, ITS JUST WE MIGHT BE DELAYED CUZ A STORM AND STUFF..." "OH WELL GUESS YOU CAN CALL ME WHEN YOU FIND OUT" "YEA, BY" "JUSTIN, WAIT I NEED TO TALK TO JOEY, PLEASE?" I FELT HE WAS A BIT CURIOUS BUT HE HANDED THE PHONE OFF TO JOEY "HEY, JEN, OH MY GOD, HOW IS KELL!?!" HE WAS A LITTLE EXCITED BUT I WASNT ABOUT TO BE HAPPY TELLING HIM WHAT HAD JUST HAPPENED "WELL...I GUESS YOU COULD SAY...JOEY, IM NOT GONNA LIE TO YOU, I HAVE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING..." HE DIDNT LET ME FINISH "OH, IMSURE SHE IS FINE, I CANT WAIT FOR THE PROM, YOU KNOW WHAT JEN, I AM GONNA ASK HE TO MARRY ME!" THOSE WORDS WERE LIKE POISON, IT WAS SO SWEET BUT..."OH JEN, I LOVE HER!" NOW THAT SENTENCE DID ME OFF, I AM SO DEPRESSED BUT HE KEPT BLABBING ON ABOUT HIS PLANS AND STUFF, I HAD TO STOP HIM "JOEY! LISTEN! DONT GO THROUGH WITH IT..." HE SILENCED "BUT WHY?" HE SOUNDED DISAPOINTED "GOD JOEY, SHE CHEATED ON YOU!" HE WAS ASTONISHED, WAIT NO...HE WAS ASTONISHED BEOND BELIEF "BUT JEN, I THOUGHT..." BY THIS TIME I COULDNT HOL IT IN I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN HAVING TO TELL HIM THIS "WELL JOEY, YOU MUST HAVE THOUGHT WRONG! LET ME EXPLAIN," I FINALLY CALMED DOWN "I CALLED HER AND HEARD HER TALKING TO MY EX, SCOTT, AND WELL, HEW WAS LIKE ALL OVER HER, I OCULD TELL, SHE WAS GIGGLING AND STUUF... IT JUST DISCUSTED ME" LONG SILENCE "THEN I HING UP AND RAN TO HER HOUSE AND WHEN SHE ANSWERED THE DOOR I SAW A GUY, SCOTT THAT IS, WALK UP AND KISS HER, AND SHE ADMITTED IT. SHE BEGGED ME NOT TO TELL YOU, SHE SAID "NO PLEASE DONT TELL HIM, IT WOULD BREAK HIS HEART, BUT I COULDNT KEEP IT FROM YOU..." I HEARD HIM START CRYING "JEN, THANK YOU FOR SAVING ME FROM THE BIGGEST BISTAKE OF MY LIFE..." WITH THAT HE HUNG UP, AFRAID TO MAKE A FOOL OUT OF HIMSELF, CRYING HIS HEART OUT. HE HAD JUST LOST THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE.