CHAPTER 4

**Tamara's Point of Veiw**

The whole meeting was nerve wrecking. I just thought that any second I would die right then and there. And the mental picture of that scared me nearly to death so I just sat there and prayed to god that I wouldn't do anything stupid. As I turned to look at Lisa I could have sworn that I saw Justin staring at me. ' Of course he would be looking at you. This whole meeting is about you. But what if he is staring at me for another reason. What if I am so stupid that he can't believe it?!?! Ok Tamara breathe.' "And so you would be okay with that right?" I looked over at Lance and realized that I was so busy worrying that I didn't hear a word he said! I thought quick. "Um well I will have to get back to you on that but before I can do you have a restroom I could use?" Lance just nodded his head and gave me the directions to the bathroom. I gave Lisa a look that said 'HELP ME!'. "Well maybe I should help her find the restroom." . But that came from a voice that wasn't Lisa's. I turned to see who it was. It was Justin.

As soon as we got to the hallway I gave Justin a nervous smile. "Ummm thanks." He gave a humored smile. "You want to know what Lance asked don't you?" I played dumb. "What I don't know what you are talking about." He still had the humored smile on his face. "Fine. Fine. Ill go wait for you in the living room because I can't wait to hear your answer to Lance's question." As he started to walk away a panicked and grabbed his arm. "Wait!" I said in a loud whisper. "Okay maybe I didn't hear all of what he said ." He crossed his arms across his chest and listened. " I was to busy worrying that I had a peice of pizza in my teeth or if I was going to say something stupid. And-" Justin waved his hand as to say that was enough. "Don't worry about it. I did the exact same thing several things but I was lucky because I always had one of the guys motioning for me to either say no or yes so I wouldn't seem like I didn't know anything. When Lance asks you about the "Question" say yes. Because all he wanted to know was if you would have liked him to be your manager." I don't know what came over me but I barely croaked out a "really?" And when he nodded all this emotion came over me and I hugged Justin and started jumping up and down. When I realized what I was doing I blushed and said I was sorry. He grinned "No Problem. It isn't every day I get hugged by a beautiful girl.And don't forget you owe me." and with that he walked back to the living room. 'He thinks I'm beautiful??? Oh who cares I got a Manager!!!!!!!!!'