**Tamara's Point Of Veiw

The next two weeks were like a whirlwind. Mostly paperwork but it was so much fun to me. But nothing compared to when I made my demo tape.

As we pulled up to the studio I started shaking. Justin leaned over and whispered in my ear "Are you okay?" . I nodded and whispered "I'm fine. Im just excited and if I don't shake I'm either going to start jumping up and down or kiss somebody." Over the past 2 weeks Justin and I had gotten to be freinds. And I had asked him to go to the studio with me since Lisa couldn't. Well that and the fact that I had started to develope a crush on Justin. And I was pretty sure he felt the same way. But I didn't want to make the first move. In case of a turn down which would have ended in total humiliation. I took a deep breath as Justin helped me out of the limo. "Justin." He looked at me. "Yeah?" I gave him a nervous look. "I can do this right?" He smiled and whispered in my ear "I have no doubt in my mind." And it was things like that that gave me goosebumps.

I was in awe as me and Justin entered the recording studio. "Wow!" I looked at the buttons. I had an urge to touch all the buttons on the console but I decided against it. "It wouldn't be a good thing if you touched those." I looked up at Justin. "I wasn't going to touch those buttons!" He poked me in the arm. "But you were thinking about it." I looked at the console again. "Maybe I was. Maybe I wasn't." That was another thing about Justin that got to me. He always seemed to know what I was thinking. The first time he did it, it creeped me out but I got used to it. He gave me a look that said 'yeah right'. "Okay maybe I was. And by the way how do you do that?!?!?!" He gave me a mysterious smile. "Like I said before, thats for me to know and you to find out." I rolled my eyes. Then something came to my mind. "Justin would you show me what those buttons do, or at least tell me?" I gave im a pair of puppy dog eyes that I knew he couldn't resist." "Oh alright.Sit down in that chair." I did as he told and sat down in front of the console as he leaned over me. "Okay, see this button? This controls like the bass. and this one is volume." he carefully placed his hand over mine and moved the volume button when all of a sudden he stopped. "Justin why did you-" As I turned towards him I realized that my face was only 1 inch away from him and my lips were even closer. He slowly touched my lips with his. But just as the kiss deepened I heard Lance's voice and reluctantly broke the kiss. "Lance is right outside." Justin blushed. "Uhhh yeah I guess he is." He stood up straight and walked toward the door as I sighed and laid my forhead on the cosole.