it is the saddest thing in the world to say goodbye to a dream
to see it, taste it, so close to you're reality and then see it fade
so innocent, you're hopes were to begin with, so simple, it may seem
tonite is real; sorrow, love and memories will come together in a braid
to be worn behind the chest, behind the breaths.
tomorrow will begin and I'll think about you constantly
I swear I won't give in, only adding doubts and salt
wishing I could run away, to drown slowly in a far sea
I will want to lock your memory in the deepest vault
and never remember again.
but these damned trials continue as I watch the time pass
wonder what you're doing and if you'll think of me
will you realize this decision was not one that rash
could you ever understand me, possibly?
I'll never know.
and so I bid my love goodnight
and so I bid my dreams goodbye
and so I hate to see, for sight
and so I hate to breath, or die
decisions, decisions.