TRACKLIST:
01 - Beginning (0:17)
02 - Worshipping Flying Plaid Cows (0:31)
03 - Freshman Sweetheart (1:08)
04 - Emo Tear Gas Riots (1:07)
05 - Ludovico's Black Skin (2:16)
06 - Virtual Murder Simulator (1:10)
07 - Blasphemy As An Art Form (0:49)
08 - A Classic Man-Meets-Robot Love Story (1:05)
09 - When Color Becomes Copyrighted (1:55)
10 - Embrace of the Toxic Bunny Rabbit (1:13)
11 - Destroy Techno (1:34)
12 - Opposite of Zero (0:46)
13 - Final Days With My Appendix (1:16)
14 - A Girl Named Kill (0:45)
15 - The Final Rave (0:48)
16 - Mice on Crank (0:48)
17 - Bleed Neon (1:07)
18 - Lipgloss Assassin (1:17)
19 - Squirtguns Filled with Acid (0:57)
20 - Johnny Shootyourself (1:51)
21 - Penguins Are Pathological Liars (0:54)
22 - Gangster Rap for a Gallon of N2O (0:50)
23 - Torn Picture of a Broken Heart (2:39)
24 - Another Sober Panda (0:47)
25 - A Thousand Dead Pixies (0:48)
26 - Glowstick Wasteland (0:52)
27 - Death Fashionable (0:47)
28 - Serenade for the Jilted Generation (0:31)
29 - Finally Able to Sleep (6:18)
30 - End (3:06)

LENGTH: 40:12

LYRICS:
01.beginning
Madn Dama Tihs Kufc Rgah
Hagr Cfuk Stih Mada Nmda
Da da wha da da da ba
Nah sa a tif a lia tosa ba
Fuck yourself, whore

02.worshipping flying plaid cows
I am the mother fucking space cow
I think a little milk would be alright
An abortive mother lost at birth
I don't worship you for the reasons you love me
You're going to have to put up with you if you believe that
Underwater, God is no longer happy
Because he can't find you there
Virginity is lost because you're not here.
Thanks for the lonely nights, rock star.

03.freshman sweetheart
No one deserves to love you
Maybe my skin is cool enough
To be considered dead meat
Raw enough so the flies can buzz to the sky with the stars
Praying that they are worth your time
But they are too smart to be so old
Love you, honey bunny.
No. Go away
Love you. Your glow today.
Joy rides, underrated, my ploy is dead.
Freshman, oh, freshman whore, in my bed.

04.the emo tear gas riots
Noseblood resembles a cause
A life, a lifeless loss
A scream in silence through panic
A manic depressive on the end of Satanic
His rope is tied but not as a noose
He's about to break, so give him some glue
I'm going to rip out your fucking appendix
Cut and paste a picture of you
Onto his eyes, now he's through

05.ludovico's black skin
Colloquially staring at the walls
Collecting my thoughts with each gasp of air
My breath is no longer cold
Because I'm no longer there
I pierced my eye for you
I pieced together the puzzle
It's all the same
One thousand pieces fall
You are all I have
And your nose is crooked from the fame

06.virtual murder simulator
Some people consider me a martyr
Since I often tie dynamite near my back
What am I dying for but the pleasure
Or a piece of ass?
Go away, bore, don't stay no more
I am wrapped in electrical tape and honey
And I don't care because you're my bunny
But the stains that left me at birth
Are now my curse
So I ran away from home

07.blasphemy as an art form
Mommy said she'd love me, so I'm crying for her
Pretend my life is worth their pretty blue heads
But I am crying cuz they smell like genocide
They fell out of a tree
God smiled on me
And said I wanted to meet him alone
This is not the time
Crawl back to your crib
Crawl back to your crib
Fuck you mommy
Crawl.Back.
The gravestones just crumbled in the patch

08.a classic man-meets-robot love story
No, child, he won't hurt you anymore
All this will eventualyl fade away
Machetted skin graphs mean no harm
I am just living with this note, tore
In half, like the words you say
You can't tie your noose with only one arm
A classic.man.meets.robot.love.story

09.when color becomes copyrighted
Force my hand unto the deliberance
Like dead bugs stick to dead meat
There are so much passion in your imperfections
Your smell is like a wilting magenta flower in the springtime midst
Winter perfection in the purest sense The purest degree of which can never only be felt
Every thingh about you is so perfect
There's love is flowing through my veins
There's love is flowing through my veins
I won't fall for you anymore
Because I have already tripped over my own feet
And I know
Yes I know
Love is flowing through my veins
Love is flowing through my veins

10.embrace of the toxic bunny rabbit
So many stains I want you to bleed
Will you keep me buried down by the tree?
Breeding for the wrong reasons doesn't make it right
When I go blind from interior human plight
The bunnies are coming, the bunnies with horns
8 bowls of germs make the special one, the one I adore
I want to tie ribbons around you and unwrap you
I want you to come up to me with your dress undone
It will be fun, in your cold embrace, we will be one

11.destroy techno
Fuck technology
Purge this vomit with the filth of giving life
And without the burden of being my wife
Beggars, fools, and martyrs come out
And all the while I am wearing my scars like a crown
It's not as sad as I thought, it's not as bad as I thought
I swear to you I won't come unglued
Unless you help me, too

12.the opposite of zero
(instrumental)

13.final days with my appendix
It's no longer of any fucking value
Finding sadness in sacred scaredness
Which I hold so dear
It's no longer valid
When I get stares
Because I just got pulled down
And beaten across the fucking floor
And it feels so good
Now I've lost it all
Fuck you, fuck you
The sincerist of qualities blashpemized
By the endearing values of what nothingness becomes
You've become sick of me already, and it doesn't hurt me
You can get better than me, but that's not a crime
Such low quality spirits, but I don't want it to be dirty
Just a phase that fades over time
Just a phase that fades over time
Just a phase that fades over time

14.a girl named kill
This is not a time to stick apart
Like cyanide dipped in paint thinner
The taste goes straight to your heart
Today is just another day basking in loneliness
The broken rocks are uncovered in uncleanliness
And tomorrow will be another day when I can't fake a smile
But crying is out of question
I've got status to think about
And besides, who am I but your losing friend
I am so ugly
Please let me die alone
How could anyone love me?
Just another voice on the telephone

15.the final rave
The final rave.
Time flies so fast
Like roadkill behind the wheel of a whiplash
Everything is spinning and well-lit
It makes me fucking sick
Destroy the rave, all scenesters can fuck off and die
Destroy the rave, all scenesters can fuck off and die

16.mice on crank
No longer in tune with the aspects of typical human life
Where anything seems to matter at all
So I take things the wrong way and begin to fall
I don't bathe, wash up after myself, nothing at all
I swim in nothingness, which I constantly bask in
I am flavored and soaked in happiness, which is like dead skin
I refused to cut it, because it would make you jealous
Doing this for you always makes it end like this

17.bleed neon (fuck off raver scum)
You layed on my chest, and my arms became broke
I can't breath, let alone choke
I really am fucking glad I loved you
In fact, it was the best times of my life
It was the best reason to end everything
I am crying so hard for you
Please come back to me, please come back home
I am purple and turning more and more blue
Another second passed, another night alone

18.lipgloss assassin (and the walting death squirell choir)
I laughed today in the face of danger
But it was a nervous and unconvincing laugh
As I stared into the world and said I had nothing left to fear
I slipped as I stepped on the rocky plain ahead
So now I hang my head in shame
For I'm too much of a pussy to go on
I don't care what you've heard
As long as you take away my hurt
And you look so fucking good
In your new mini-skirt
That I didn't buy you
So it really makes me sick
To be one with myself
To be my own worst enemy
A lipgloss assassin

19.squirtguns filled with acid
Playing with it makes it seem more worthwhile than what it is
Give no effort to get ahead
Seems like you're going nowhere anyway
I want this be special, I want this to be an epic
But I not have the resources nor the time
To make everything mine
Once again, I can't feel anymore
It's not you, I've been broke by all the other whores
So I laugh and hang my head up high
Dying with you is my favorite way to die

20.johnny shootyourself
Two people completely in love
Equal and opposite in every way
One views it as vomit, the other as a prize
One views it as nobel death, the other sees suicide
Attach a head to a stick and become a ventriloquist
Make love to the empty eye sockets of a broken soul
When you're this lost, you're no longer scared
You are kept safe by his touch
But he doesn't care
We taste from all the golden shores
We throw rocks through all the open doors
Hoping for something, finding nothing but broken spirits.
And regaining blood to our hearts

21.penguins are pathological liars
If only she'd stay right here
I have no comfort anymore
I am slowly losing it all
To caress you, to have you lay by my side
I lost it all for you

22.a gangster rap for gallons of nitrous oxide
(for zach)
Now don't stop, hip-hop, fuck up, flip-flop
Kill all the scenesters in a bloody blaze
Start a riot in your own days
Set a fire to every idiot you see
But your knife in your hand is the first sign
How your heart can never truely bleed
With your old age, too crippled to care
See past all the stares and fuck them all up right there
You have done good in your life
Now get the fuck out of my way and die

23.torn-up picture of a broken heart
This goes out to the people that make every day life
A constant interior struggle with human plight
A reason to corrode from the strife
An explosive fire at the end of time
Please lay your modest waste
On the book near the picture frame
Severed by the leak in the crack of the ceiling fan
The funny thing is I don't really have to care
The germs are cemented in the cinder blocks cracked right in there
Please don't take a gun out to fuck you all away
My hero has died today
Amen

24.another sober panda
(instrumental)

25.a thousand dead pixies
(for mike)
I don't want to be expendable
I want to say your name with a smile
I will kiss all your boo-boos
I want to give it all to you
With scratches up and down my arm
Never discovered, no more I love yous
Just simply pain all the time
And everything will be healthy and fine
Everything seems so easy
To love, to forget, to be loved, to forgive
But nothing is that healthy anymore
No one kisses their whore next door
But they will surely bake us cakes
And pick up our mess
We are the middle class
I feel a sudden sensation in my back
Leading straight to my heart
This is the day I fell apart

26.glowstick wasteland
Cringe when you look at the mirror
I will make it better for you, my loneliness
I wish I could confide in you and comfort would spew back
So no one take care of me, no one else get sick
Share this disease with me
A wasteland, a glowstick

27.when death becomes fashionable again
I will be there to watch the warmth blow away
I will be there to live another day
I will no longer feel like I have lost something deep inside
I have watched myself grow into this
And it is killed me with bliss
I am perfect, I am sick
When death becomes fashionable again

28.serenade for a jilted generation
We are brought together but torn apart by the pain we share
No
There's just so much I want to say to you
I would fucking kill myself to be right there
With you, my beauty self-profused
But words can't describe the feelings you have for I
So I simply hang my head in a jilted position
And I wait for you to call and die

29.finally able to sleep
Finally I am able to kiss your lipstick reflection on the mirror
Cut out a telephone and pretend you're right here
I just want someone to sleep next to
Someone to hold at night
I have never been very open and/or confrontational
But my weakness is slowly bleeding in
It's like bleaching your clothes and getting ketchup on them
I will learn to live again
If you live and love and die by the sword
You will know that you can get away with being soar
Your scars make so much beauty marks
I love everything about you
Words just can't describe it, for you I'd die
Knowing this would be the last time I saw you
I would let you know everything while we were driving away
If only you really knew how I felt
Like something so soft it can't be grasped
Reach for your shooting star
And love is no longer in sight
But at least it felt good, so everything is right
I push you closer every night
You pull me away from the flame
And everything is alright
I would do anything for you
Dip my slit wrists in rubbing alcohol
One blood stain at a time, I will make you mine
Carve your name all over my naked body and jump in a pool of cyanide
I will learn that love is not a crime
That everything is meant to be
Even if you knock on my window late at night
I will let you in me
And I will wear your name proudly as a symbol of protection
Everything is able to get me through the night now
Knowing you sleep as well as me
I would throw it all away, as I am
Forsake everyone and everything just for you
I have so much talent, I have so much at stake
I am such a good guy, such a dying fantasy
I wish I could love myself for you
But nothing you can say can change my mind
And I take pleasure in knowing that you are all mine
I sleep so much better now
I sleep so much better now
I sleep so much better now
I sleep so much better now
I sleep so much better now
I sleep so much better now
I sleep so much better now
Thank you, bitch.

30.end
Nothing is sacred.
No one is scared.
Nothing is scarred.
No one is there.
(aw we ooo killer tofu)

INFO:
$3 for this baby. buy it up like hot cakes. it is a lot more... epic. lots more keyboards. ya know. kinda rushed near the end. very lovey dovey. i plan to destroy this sound with the next cd. fuck off.