When I made this page. I was uncertain what I wanted to put here. I knew I wanted to give wing to my feelings. To help me heal. Yet I was afraid to show what was inside me. Everything had been bottled up for so long.I was scared if I put all I felt down for people to see, somehow I would be lost forever. Then one day as I sat listening to the radio. I heard a song. A song that touched my soul. As I sat and listened.And I began to understand what was inside me. It made sense to me what I felt. and I knew the song belonged here. I knew I had to share this. Music means many things to many people. To me it helps me to think and feel things more deeply. This song helped me to see things inside me that I had not seen in a long time.Things that had been bury very deep. Like so many others, my dreams were swept away with the things life has to deal to us. Some are worse than others. but we all feel the loss that broken dreams leave behind. The last couple of years has been a big struggle to me. I won't go into why it was a struggle. That is not really important to others. But at some point over my life I was tossed out on a ocean.There I stuggled not to rock the boat so that all was kept balanced and well. Like so many others I moved through my life. We have to be so many things to so many people. This is not always a bad thing, but we can lose track of ourselves sometimes. As mothers , wifes , fathers, sisters and brothers We have to give so much to so many. It is easly to lose our balance and fall.When that balance is lost we flounder and struggle to gain back the comfortable balance that we had and lost. My balance was lost a few years ago. Faith,love,trust,and hope were all but lost and gone. Faith in myself was a deep struggle. With children to raise alone I got up each morning to continue being what they needed me to be. This was not always easy but what in life worth having is???????? This song showed me that while we may be sad and struggling, lost and alone. There is hope... Hope in your heart. It may not always be easy to find. But it is there for those that will strive to find it. Many tears will be shed. With each tear that falls you can cleanse and begin to heal. Slowly that balance will come back and one day at a time we can take a step back to having hope again. Until then Raine will cry in the raine.So that the tears will wash clean the pain of the stuggles in the years past. Raine will heal and be strong again I thought about this long and hard before putting this on a page for all to see. I finally decided to put it here in hope that others that have struggled with the pain of loss will one day start to heal. As I have healed. So that they know they are not alone... ((( HUGS )))

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