Sift through the garbage

Do you ever stop and think about the shit that runs through your mind? I am constantly analyzing..I swear, I am one fucked up individual....at times...let me take you on a little trip...a mind trip I guess you could call it....don't take my hand...unless you are prepared for turbulance....I am constantly asking questions...always trying to put things into perspective and find reasons for occurences in my life...so let me give you a little sneak preview into the clutter that overrides my mind...

Why can't I be totally honest? I mean that in the respect that...if someone is annoying me..I more often than not, tolerate them for the sake of keeping the peace. Okay so alot of times I will tell them to just fuck off, but that is with a little dutch courage most times *grin* I am not one for worrying about peoples feelings much...BUT...some people are so pathetic that you have to think twice before totally pissing in their weetbix...

I assume...it shits me sideways...I think sometimes I am a *little* too sure of myself..god knows why..it's not like I am some Goddess....I have no idea...

I am so fucking moody...one minute you could be talking to me...and I will be quite normal..well as normal as one can be..and it will be something simple that will make me snap...I realise what I am doing but I don't have the power to stop it...I hurt alot of people this way...

Stop...Revive...Survive....Heh

Sweet talker? Moi? *chuckles* Okay, so maybe a little...the charm I get from my father..this much I know...and without realising it...I use it....I guess it is a problem of mine...

Hello..my name is Rebecca and I am an alcoholic....it all started when...

Addictive personality....who here can identify with that? I offend myself sometimes...

Can someone say oral fixation?? *L*

I want the nightmares to stop...why won't they fucking stop?