Life cannot be read apart from its scars.
It tends to take very little for me to be
annoyed with people and though I am still young I see how this condition can
increase with age. In any event, I
remember a person years ago who simply annoyed me. It is long enough ago and
insignificant enough of an experience for me to not remember many details.
However, I certainly remember being annoyed. I probably perceived him to be
arrogant and impatient or perhaps rude in some way.
At one point in watching him I remember
noticing a scar on the back of his head. It was not large. It did not draw attention to itself. Indeed it may well have come from his
attempts show-off in front of people.
However, it also made me pause. This
is an important moment for understanding, reading, the
world around us. A
scar demands that we pause, that we withdraw our imposed judgment
(interpretation) and remember that whosever voice we are trying to hear
has already been imposed upon. A scar rages against our stereotypes and
abstractions. It echoes of violation and
transgression. A tearing not meant to
be. This person, this text, is singular
not manufactured. Recognizing our distance and our difference
may remove those insulating readings which only fortify our beliefs.
Christ’s resurrection was complete with scars. His scars rage against any attempts to smooth or simplify his message. Sensitivity to scars allows our reading to respect the voice of our texts. It testifies to that elusive space, presence, which allows boundaries to be crossed and understanding to occur.
“There is a crack in inside of everything . . . that’s how the lights gets in.”
- Leonard Cohen