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What keeps me alive?
but I’m holding it right here in my hand
It pulses, it bleeds
What keep the blood in my veins, what keeps it there?
Why is it lying on the floor, splattered on the edge of a razorblade?
What do I think of before killing myself or going over the edge?
What keeps me sane?
The anger unleashed, fierce in everyway, forgotten when I see your face…
The howling at night, echoing in my ears, calling my name.
The grasp of destruction lulls me closer, but without you I’d give in.
The remarks they lash out are meaningless the wounds will heal soon, the tears will be washed away.
But by whom?
What makes me stronger, keeps me fighting, knowing in the end it’s all worth it?
Who keeps me alive, with no hope around?
Who I ask whom?
The answer and the truth, lies in front of me.
It’s you.
