Takeo - It's ficcie, its ficcie, the most wonderful thing in the world, its ficcie, its ficcie, fun for all bishounen!
Shuu - Stop with the singing!
Takeo - Sorry Shuu, I just made that tune from the slinky song. Here, read this.
Shuu -Takeo does not own YST or us. This is a song/vid fic. Angst, lemon.
Takeo -Fun for the whole family, not!
Shuu - Takeo does not own 'How do I live' sung by LeAnn Rimes. Don't sue her, Takeo I mean. She has no money.

How Will I Live?

~How do I,
Get through the night without you? ~

Touma tosses in his sleep, his nightmare coming to a halt. He opens blue eyes and rolls over on his side. Beside him lies and untouched pillow, the pillow where his love spent many nights sleeping beside him. I miss you. Touma lamented as he got out of bed. Shuu had gone for a whole week to see his family, leaving him behind since he had the flu and he was sick so he had to stay. Shuu had kissed him and told him not to worry, that he would be back soon. Soon, Touma sniffed. For three days straight he had been having nightmares, not an ounce of sleep did he get.

~If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be? ~

Touma sat downstairs the next morning. There were leftovers from 2 nights before still sitting in the fridge. They didn’t need to go shopping since they had so much food. Usually, they were lucky if they even had any food left since Shuu ate most of the stuff in the house and still looked his same old slender muscular self. Even food reminds me of you. Why did you leave me all alone? Touma questioned as he wrapped his blanket around him.

~Oh I,
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul, ~

Shuu would always wrap me in his arms and say he loved me. I miss his arms, his warmth, those beautiful cobalt eyes, warm bronze skin.

~If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything good in my life, ~

Touma stared out the window in his room. This week was dragging on forever. I can't stay here like this, I have to find Shuu.

~And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live? ~

"Tou-chan, it's only a week. Trust me, you'll be all right,'cause I'll be thinking of you." Shuu said as he kissed Touma goodbye. Touma's nose was a little red from all the sneezing he had done, his throat hurt. He nodded weakly, his book in his hand.

"You will?" he asked.

"Of course. I wouldn't want to leave you like this but my mom said that my presence was mandatory. I just hope that nothing bad happened." Shuu said as his dark eyebrows knitted in worry.

"Everything will be fine. Now hurry, Seiji will leave you behind."Touma said as he pulled out of Shuu's tight embrace.

"I'm so happy that you understand. I'll get you something when I get back ok?" Shuu said as he kissed Touma again before running out of the house, waving at him, a smile in his lips and eyes.

"I'll miss you." Touma whispered as the door shut, leaving his heart empty; his usual solitude no longer comforting as it used to be.

~Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky, ~

The harder Touma stared out the window, the darker the clouds formed. A flash of lightening, a crackle of thunder, the rain came pouring down. Touma heard a shriek from the yard and saw Ryo running up the stairs, stem hissing off his body.

"Touma it's raining!" Ryo shouted as he burst through the door. Touma smiled warily. He didn't know that Shin's armor could make it rain.

"Sorry Ryo-kun, you'll have to blame Shin. I just added the lightening and thunder. It'll stop on its own." Touma said. Ryo calmed down.

"If you miss Shuu so much, why don't you call him or something?"Ryo asked as he sat next to Touma.

"It's not as easy as that Ryo." Touma said as he continued to look out the window.

~There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me. ~

"What do you mean?" Ryo asked, confusion written across his face.

"Shuu said that he's thinking about me. And yet, I feel as if there's a hole in my life. I have to see him, feel him, touch him. I can't be away from him for more than 2days Ryo. That's why I love him so much. He completes me in so many ways that I can't comprehend." Touma said, his eyes shimmering with tears.

"Sorry for upsetting you Touma." Ryo said apologetically.

"It's all right Ryo. I just need to be alone. It's the only comfort I have." Touma said. Ryo nodded and left.

~And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life, ~

Touma sat with the others as they watched the news later in the evening. He swore that he saw Shuu in trouble. It's a mirage, snap out of it Tenku, we have to prove to Shuu that we can do this. We can be apart. Touma thought differently.

~And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live? ~

An announcer came on, her face pale.

"Good evening. This is breaking news. We go live to Trini Rei at Mt. Fuji." The woman said as the TV station switched to a live shot of Mt. Fuji.

"Good evening everyone. Tonight, a plane departing from China crashed into the vicinity of Mt. Fuji. An orange aura appeared to have surrounded the plane before it crashed, somehow cushioning the plane's descent. So far, no deaths have been reported but very serious and life threatening injuries. If you know anyone on the plane, please contact the Oto Hospital to check. Thank You." The woman said. On the TV, shorts of a totaled plane were shown, people all broken and bruised.

"Ryo, I have to go. Shuu's on that plane. That was his armor protecting the plane!" Touma cried as he called on his armor, the first in time in three years after Arago's defeat. His friends followed suite. Touma concentrated and his blue light surrounded the four troopers and they took off to Mt. Fuji.

~ Please tell me baby,
How do I go on? ~

/Touma opened his eyes. He was swimming in a beautiful lake by the light of the rising sun. He swam up to the shore. His feet touched the firm earth beneath him and he fell into it, whispering softly. He heard footsteps approaching and he looked up. He saw Shuu approach him and offered his hand. He held on to it as Shuu picked him up, smiling cobalt eyes filled with laughter.

"I love you Tou-chan. I'll be back" Shuu whispers as he kisses Touma, wrapping warm arms around his love. / Touma shook his dream from his mind as they neared Mt. Fuji.

~If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
Real in my life? ~

Touma landed a little away from the crash and called off his armor. He ran into the mass confusion, his thoughts focused only on Shuu. Please be okay. He prayed as he saw someone being carried away, looking like he had been through hell and back.

"Excuse me, have you seen a Chinese guy? 5'7', on the muscular side, dark blue hair?" Touma asked as a nurse ran past him. She stopped, noticing Touma's blue hair.

"Yes. He's in bad shape. It's as if he tried to stop the plane himself." The nurse whispered fearfully.

"Can you take me to him?" he asked, fear in his eyes as well. The nurse nodded and they both sprinted off, Ryo, Seiji and Shin in tow.

~ And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know, ~

An hour later, the four boys were sitting at the Oto Hospital, surrounded by many people in tears. Shuu's mother had come. The woman was the only one with a calm mind since the rest of her family was hysterical. She spotted Touma with his head pressed against a windowpane, lost in thought.

"Please, excuse me, but are you Hashiba Touma?" she asked as she tapped his shoulder. Touma looked at the woman. She had almost the same dark eyes as Shuu.

"How did you know my name?" he asked, his voice raw from all the crying he had done when he saw how bloody and bruised Shuu was, even worse than any of their battles against Arago and his dynasty.

"Shuu. He told me all about his love back in Toyama. I know he was on that plane. He came back early because he couldn't stand being away from you, so I told him to come and get you." Mrs. Fuan said sadly. She couldn't believe that she had sent her own son to death.

"He won't die, he can't." Touma whispered, sensing the woman's guilt. He used to have that too.

"Hashiba Touma. Please come in." a woman with wide rimmed glasses said. Touma looked up and recognized her as the doctor that was taking care of Shuu.

"Do you want to come?" he asked Shuu's mother. She shook her head.

"I'll wait for you. You should be the first thing he sees, now go." Mrs. Fuan said as she pushed Touma towards the doctor. She lead him into a room, Ryo and the others following behind him.

"Don't worry Touma. Shuu is the embodiment of Kongo. Don’t lose hope now."Seiji said as he gave Touma's shoulder a squeeze. The doctor smiled as they all sat down.

"You're all Shuu's friends?" she asked.

"Yeah, maybe except Touma. He's Shuu's boyfriend." Shin said. Touma blushed. The doctor smiled.

"That's nice to know. Shuu's awake and he kept on calling your name. He lost a bit of blood I'm afraid, but he'll be all right. A few of his ribs are cracked, but other than that, internal bleeding is all that we should worry about. He's in intensive care, so I'll let you guys see him quickly. We need to work on him as soon as possible." The doctor stated. She led the way to Shuu's room.

~How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live? ~

As soon as the doctor was gone, Seiji used Kourin's power and started to heal Shuu a bit. He stopped after a while. Shuu's injuries were a lot more complicated than the doctor said.

"I've stopped the hemorrhaging. That's all I can do." Seiji said. . Ryo lead Seiji and Shin out, shutting the door behind them.

"Shuu, can you here me?" Touma asked as he sat on the bed. Tubes circled Shuu's wrists, blood dripping in slowly. Shuu opened his eyes, breathing slowly.

"Touma, is that you?" he whispered. Touma wrapped his arms around Shuu without disturbing all the tubes.

&"Why did this have to happen Shuu, I missed you so much, but I could have waited the whole week, no matter how much it hurt." Touma whispered against Shuu's neck, hot tears splashing on Shuu. Shuu ran his fingers through Touma's hair.

"It happened. At least, I'm sure that no one's going to die. And neither will I despite my injuries. I came back to get you babe, and there's no way I'm going to die on you now." Shuu whispered, kissing Touma's tears away. Touma just lay there in Shuu's arms until the doctors came and took him away. He followed them. He wasn't going to let Shuu out of his sight again.

~How do I live without you?
How do I live without you baby? ~

Touma sat quietly in his chair reading a book a few days later. He had convinced Ryo and the others to go back home since Shuu was now recovering. Mrs. Fuan had come to see her son every afternoon, bringing him news from home and food, not too much since he was still a little woozy. Touma shut his book. Shuu was asleep now. He had spoken to the others on the phone and said he was fine since Touma was by his side. Touma smiled. We'll always be together. Touma walked over to Shuu's bed. They had removed all those tubes from Shuu and had given him a decent bed.

Touma repressed his thoughts of kissing his love's lips again. He knew that before Shuu left, their relationship had been nothing more than kissing and cuddling and sleeping in the same bed. Certainly not doing the horizontal tango. Touma stubbornly reprimanded his mind for thinking of such things when he was supposed to help Shuu get better.

"Hi Touma. Why are you just standing there in the middle of the room?"Shuu asked as he sat up in his bed, sheet falling away, revealing a smooth muscled chest and stomach.

"Nothing Shu-chan. Shouldn't you be sleeping?" Touma asked as he sat beside Shuu, trying to keep a straight face at Shuu's mixed expression. He wouldn't be smiling if he knew that you were about to jump him and tear off his clothes. Wait a minute, what clothes? At that thought, Touma almost lost it. His pale face was flaming red. Shuu leaned closer, blanket slipping away even more.

"Tou-chan, are you all right?" he asked as he rested his eyes on Touma's shoulder, concern filling those cobalt eyes. He wrapped his arms around Touma's waist and pressed his face into Touma's back. His hands slid lower, nuzzling Touma's neck as he did so. Touma gasped as he felt Shuu's warm hands make contact with his thighs under his pants.

"What are you doing Shuu?" Touma asked, breathing heavily. He didn't want Shuu to find out that he was very aroused.

"I wanted to ask you something." Shuu whispered softly, deep voice radiating down Touma's back, making the archer shiver with anticipation.

"What do you want to ask?" Touma said, trying to keep his voice below squealing level, as Shuu's hand got closer to his erection. Much to his surprise, Shuu picked him up and flipped him over so that Touma was kneeling over Shuu, his legs trapping Shuu's.

"Will you make love to me?" Shuu asked, his hand closing over Touma's erection, the archer hunched over Shuu, his breathing quicken.

"Shuu, you aren't well, at least, you're not healed." Touma said Shuu hugged him closer.

"I won't get well if you keep your distance. I love you Touma, and besides, I've wanted you to make me belong to you. I know you're used to being alone most of the time because you like reading and you like peace and quiet. I like it when it's a bit noisy, and I can learn to read all those massive books that you do. Please Touma." He whispered, letting go of his hold on Touma. Touma smiled as he pressed his lips to Shuu's running his hands under the blanket to grasp sleek muscled thighs underneath.

" I love you too, but let's not overdo it. I know you can be very persistent and you like team sports. Just let me make love to you." Touma whispered as he ran his tongue along Shuu's cheek, tongues doing battle. Shuu moaned deep in his throat. Touma shed his clothes and slipped under the blanket. He wrapped his mouth around Shuu's erection, using his hands to pin the hips that thrust into his touch. He shook his head. Shuu was still weak despite his repeated attempts to prove otherwise. He made his throat muscles relax as he engulfed Shuu's length. Kongo's bearer muffled a groan.

Touma moved his head over Shuu's shaft, teeth biting down on the throbbing member, tongue curling around the sex. Shuu groaned as he buried his hands in Touma's hair, bringing him closer, crying softly. Touma sucked hard until Shuu came in a rush, drinking down the milky essence that tasted like nectar spewed from the flowers of the Earth. Touma kissed Shuu, spreading his release over his love's mouth. Touma drew away from the kiss, both boys' eyes dark with desire.

Wetting two fingers, Touma pushed very gently into Shuu, the Chinese boy arching into Touma despite the firm hold he had on his hips. Touma whispered a soft apology as he slid quickly into Shuu, pressing his lips against Shuu's in an attempt to muffle their moans. Shuu whimpered softly as Touma moved slowly in him, keeping his weight off Shuu's chest. He wrapped his hand around Shuu's renewed erection and pumped him in time with his thrusts. Shuu cried Touma's name as he came, his seed coating both their stomachs. Shuu's body clamped down hard on Touma's shaft and he came, his essence filling Shuu's body. He pulled out of Shuu and rolled over to the side, drawing his love closer to him.

"Why didn't you tell me that you were that flexible Shu-chan?" Touma asked as he rested his head on Shuu's head.

"You never asked." Shuu chuckled as he untangled his limbs from Touma's.

"If you were able to do all this while seriously injured, I wonder what it would be like when you've fully recuperated." Touma said as he ran his hands lightly over Shuu's chest.

"You think too much." Shuu said as he smiled against Touma's chest, truly happy.

THE END.

Takeo - Hmmh, didn't expect it to be this long?
Shuu - You almost killed me again!
Touma - It wasn't that bad, was it Shu-chan?
Shuu - Hentai.
Touma- I'm a hentai? Ha!
Takeo- You both are so quit it ^_^