Takeo - Just a fic I had to write when I heard this song ^^
WuFei - Takeo doesn't own GW or us, neither does she own "Still" sung by Macy Gray. Warnings, rape, shounen ai, lime, lemon.

Still My Angel

~ In my last years with him there were bruises on my face ~

The g-boys have a rare occasion to be bundled up together at one of Quatre's safe houses…

WuFei stands in the center of a room as Heero throws punches at his face, cursing and screaming at WuFei. WuFei starts crying as Heero slaps him repeatedly and throws him roughly to the ground.

"Slut! How dare you look at anyone but me huh?!" Heero screamed as he picked up a ceramic vase and threw it at the wall. WuFei looked up at him, velvet eyes lost in pain and tears.

~ In my dawn a new day
I finally got away ~

Quatre gritted his teeth as Heero passed him in the hallway, on the way to a mission. Quatre ran off a check list in his head of the many things to do to Heero for hurting WuFei. Quatre slipped into the demolished room, WuFei sitting in the center of it, bruises on his face and body and tears streaming down his cheeks.

"Why WuFei?" Quatre asked as he knelt next to WuFei, not liking the damage being done to WuFei.

"You don't know what's it's like to be alone Quatre... Heero's alone, I'm alone, and I need him." WuFei whispered.

"But he's hurting you." Quatre whispered as he lifted WuFei's head to his. Shocked velvet eyes met turquoise. WuFei turned away from Quatre with a defeated sigh.

"I know Quatre." WuFei replied. Quatre sighed as he wrapped his arms around WuFei.

~ But my heads all messed up
And he knows just what to say ~

WuFei felt a familiar fear prick his heart as Heero returned from his mission. Quatre had made him promise to tell Heero that it was over. That he couldn't love Heero anymore because Quatre loved him. Swallowing a nervous gulp, WuFei sat silently as Heero stalked into the room that they shared. Cobalt eyes burned as they made contact with onyx eyes.

"I missed you." Heero whispered as he approached WuFei.

~ No more dawn and new days
I'm going back to stay ~

WuFei froze as Heero reached him, tenderness written in twin cobalt orbs.

"You're not going to talk to me?" Heero whispered as he trailed his callused hand down WuFei's cheek.

~ Why say bye bye
When it only makes me cry ~

"I, I missed you too Heero." WuFei replied. Heero's eyes lit up and his lips curled in a feral smile.

~I still
Light up like a candle when he calls me out ~

"Let me show you." Heero whispered as his lips hungrily engulfed WuFei's lips. WuFei bit back a moan as Heero descended on him.

~I still
Melt down like a candle burning everytime we touch ~

WuFei moaned as Heero pounded into him, both boys sharing heated kisses as their passion grew. WuFei cried out as he came, splashing warm seed against Heero's stomach. Heero growled as he came in WuFei, marking the beautiful boy writhing beneath him as his.

~ Oh say what you will
He does me wrong and I should be gone ~

WuFei cried a moment later as Heero started hitting him again, forcing himself harder and harder into WuFei. WuFei cried as Heero thrust even harder, tearing him up inside. Heero came again and withdrew from WuFei, ignoring all the blood that had begun to seep in the sheets.

"And don't even think for a moment that I didn't know you were talking with Quatre. I'll hurt you even more next time." Heero said as he picked up his clothes and left WuFei torn and broken on the bed. WuFei turned on his side as tears streamed down his face. How long had Heero kept raping him? Too many times to count. WuFei opened his eyes as strong warm hands wrapped themselves around him. Lips nibbled gently at his ear. Turquoise eyes met obsidian.

"Hush WuFei. I'll take care of you. Heero won't do this again." Quatre said gently as he reached for the damp cloth that he had brought. WuFei watched in wonder as Quatre cleaned him up, the blond working fervently to make sure that WuFei would be all right.

"Why, are you doing this?" WuFei asked as Quatre finished and smiled.

"Because I love you." Quatre replied.

~I still
Be loving you baby and it's much too much ~

WuFei sighed as he ran a check on Shenlong in the gundam's hangar. All the other four gundams stood some distance away where some of the pilots were working on their own repairs. WuFei caught a glimpse of Heero talking to Duo and his heart felt a pang of pain.

~ We are going down
Cuz you're always getting high
Your crumbs of loving
No longer get me by ~

"WuFei!" Heero growled as he approached WuFei at the end of the day. WuFei read the familiar lust in those cobalt orbs and he shook his head sadly.

"I'm not going anywhere with you Heero." WuFei said as he stood face to face with the enraged pilot of Wing Gundam. Heero fumed and grabbed WuFei's arm roughly.

"I always get what I want." Heero whispered as he tightened his grip on WuFei's arm.

~ They somehow get me by
Why say bye bye
When it only makes me cry ~

"It's because of Quatre isn't it? Just because he took care of you doesn't mean anything WuFei. Can't you see that I love you?" Heero asked as he lessened his grip on WuFei's arm and pulled him closer. WuFei could smell the gunpowder on Heero.

~I still
Light up like a candle burning when he calls me up ~

"Leave Quatre out of this." WuFei hissed. Heero smirked as he drew WuFei closer.

"I have everything you need WuFei. You're all that I need." Heero whispered harshly.

~I still
Melt down like a candle burning everytime we touch ~

WuFei made an effort to glare at Heero even though the cobalt eyed boy was stroking his face slowly, outlining the delicate features in WuFei's face.

"Beautiful," Heero whispered. " Mine." WuFei removed himself from Heero's iron grip and stumbled away. Heero watched as WuFei ran away from him.

~ Oh say what you will
He does me wrong and I should be gone
I still
Be loving you baby
And it's much too much. ~

Quatre stood silently at the back of his mansion as WuFei came running by.

"WuFei!" Quatre called. WuFei stopped and faced Quatre.

"Please, I don't deserve you." WuFei whispered as he clenched his fingers. Quatre shook his head firmly and drew WuFei into his arms.

" I love you my angel and no one can say anything to change that. I know that Heero has his coils deep in you, but if you trust me, I will set you free." Quatre whispered, turquoise eyes focused intently on WuFei. WuFei smiled. He liked the sound of freedom.

"Quatre." WuFei murmured as he buried his face in Quatre's waistcoat. Quatre laughed and lifted WuFei's face to his. Their lips met in a flurry of battle, WuFei losing ground to Quatre. The two pilots pulled away, both flushed.

"WuFei, ai shiteru." Quatre whispered as he captured WuFei's lips with his once again. WuFei sighed as he surrendered to Quatre's sweet lips.

~ Can't I go my severed way
Some rain for my sunny day ~

WuFei hummed a slow tune as he put away his sword. He had spent the whole week in a state of rest. The gundam pilots hadn't had any missions and so, a general air of content settled itself in the five pilots. WuFei wondered what was taking Trowa, Duo and Quatre so long with their grocery shopping. A strong callused hand grasped WuFei's shoulder as he put on his white shirt. WuFei knew who it was.

"Heero." WuFei said, his voice guarded. Heero smiled as WuFei turned to face him.

~ Not even one reason to stay ~

"WuFei... waiting for Quatre?" Heero asked.

"Heero, I don't love you. We can't keep having situations like this. I've left you, for good." WuFei said as he clenched his fingers. A hurt look entered cobalt eyes, as if asking why. WuFei shook his head firmly.

~ Why?
I should have left you
Why?
I can't forget you baby
Why?
Ever since I met you it's
Why? ~

"But why WuFei?" Heero insisted.

"Heero, open your eyes. You've raped me more times than I can remember. I thought it was all in love but it wasn't. Quatre and I, what we have is real. And I love him." WuFei whispered as he met Heero's eyes. Cobalt eyes wavered for a moment as WuFei's words sunk in. Heero knelt at WuFei's feet.

"Please, forgive me WuFei. I've hurt you so much." Heero whispered, his voice choked with tears. WuFei knelt next to Heero and placed a comforting arm on Heero's shoulder. Tear lidded eyes met obsidian depths.

~ I still
Light up lie a candle when he calls me up ~

WuFei smiled at Heero.

"Heero." WuFei whispered. Heero looked up, absolutely mesmerized by WuFei's smile. WuFei's voice sounded so heavenly to his ears.

"Yes WuFei? I promise never to hurt you." Heero said. WuFei nodded.

"I forgive you. Now, go." WuFei said. He reached into his duffel bag that lay at his feet and gave Heero his panda to keep. Heero rose to his feet and left, clutching his gift tightly, shocked to his core. WuFei sighed and went to sit on Quatre's bed and wait for his lover to return.

~I still
Melt down like a candle burning everytime we touch ~

WuFei moaned softly as the blond Arab trailed hot kisses down his neck, soothing his few tears that had leaked from his tightly shut eyes.

"Fei-chan…" Quatre breathed as he thrust into WuFei again, his senses losing themselves in WuFei's heat and tightness. WuFei moaned, almost a purr as he pulled his lover closer, his own world filled with nothing but pleasure. A smile spread across Quatre's lips as he watched WuFei for a moment, that caramel body arched in ecstasy.

"Quatre." WuFei whispered as his eyes locked with the shinning turquoise above his. Quatre smiled.

~ He does me wrong and I should be gone
I still
Be loving you baby and it's much too much ~

Heero sighed as he slept in his bed that night. He hugged the stuffed panda that WuFei gave him and he placed soft kisses on the animal before he curled up and went to sleep, clutching the panda tightly in his arms.

Owari

Takeo - Okay, Heero is very sad.
Heero - Why?!
Takeo - I have no clue.