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The Bitter Half

Tonight I write Though I know words won't let intention out right Distilled in spite These bitter words repeat through the night Anxiety  Spills into another hour Confined to me I feel this bitter turn to sour So as I watch you falling down I’ll watch you dig this grave for two Congratulations to yourself I tip my hat and drink to you You cant forgive yourself for things you can't admit you ever did The jelousy That burns beneath for everyone to see Burns no more You cant tell him where you were 4 days before Cuz we both know The truth would tear straight through him like a knife So tonight’s The last time I write you off of my life

Time to Fade Away

You won't see me around again Because I know sometimes its easier to see With your eyes closed in the dark Some decisions aren't so clear With your fate chasing behind you  Pushed by adrenalin and fear All that’s left to do is run When it's time to fade away All that’s left to do is run It feels good to look away Roads not taken stones unturned Closest ties get broken; bridges left crumbled and burned So now you face this on your own Straight ahead a dead end track You cant slow down or turn around; Only look back And now you face this on your own

Nowhere Left to Fall

I sit around all day with nothing left to do Spent two hours around the clock and I still haven't heard from you. No worries in my head cuz now I’m over you You said you would go away today. why won't you stay with me? I sit around all day with nothing left to do Spent two days around the clock and I wish I had heard from you. I’m broke again and now my bills are overdue You said you were leaving. I can't believe it's come to this.

I’m Sorry This Happened

I won't forget the way you smile I won't forget the way you lie and tell me I’m the only one I’m sick of trying to pretend That I don’t mind the way you flirt with all my friends behind my back I’m sorry that this ever happened I know it was all wrong I could care less where you go from here I just want to see you gone I’m sorry that I tried so hard to get you I’m sorry that I ever wanted you to stay Who where we kidding when we said we’d last forever Best thing you did was go away I won't forget the little things Small things that meant so much Things that made me feel like someone I know the truth about you now All those things that meant so much You do those things for everyone

Alone

I sit here patiently alone My heart's beating rapidly as I reach out and try to dial the phone Only hoping that you're home Just wanna hear your voice so I don’t have to feel alone Cuz I don’t know where I stand When it comes to you I just want to be the one that holds your hand While sitting next to you But I don’t think That you would ever give me that chance Give me that chance I sit impatiently alone I try to call again but now it seems that you are never home So now I sit here on my own I’d rather die than spend another night alone I still dont know where I stand When it comes to you I just want to be the one that holds your hand While sitting next to you But I don’t think That you would ever give me that chance Give me that chance

Evasion

I just wanna hear sad songs. you haven’t changed a bit, its not a compliment this time. I need to be stronger. I’m like full broken bottles on Sunday. if only I knew now what I knew then- rise from set, moon from moon, sun from sun… changing my mind’s not so easy. I’m the first to walk before a passing truck. Place me on the pyre, I have too much time on my hands… I’d much rather burn. if only I knew now what I knew then- rise from set, moon from moon, sun from sun…changing my mind’s not so easy. evasion. evasion. evasion.

To Be With You

I think it's funny watching you act like what you don’t want to be A self-centered-spoiled-stuckup bitch is all that I can see You try to act like you’re the special one No time for conversation, no time for fun And I don’t care if I could never be enough for you You can't see past your expectation You walk around with your head held high As you tell me all the reasons why I’m not good enough To be with you What you're really like inside I guess we’ll never know You sold yourself out to the world a long time ago You’d turn your back and walk on your only friend Your social competition will never end

Mrs. Brownfield

this song is dedicated to (a bitch)... Mrs. Brownfield, the woman who physically, literally, blatantly stole my show. what you took from me you didn’t know, but I’ll just have to go on. lately I feel like I’m drowning. something snapped inside of me that won't go back. its tearing at my throat and it hurts like hell, so should I speak? It will make me weak, but at least she will know. I don’t know why I can not try, I swear it's not a lie… I’m too nice to let her down. lately I feel like I’m drowning. something snapped inside of me and it won't go back. it's tearing at my throat and it hurts like hell.

All For Granted

Here we stand Face to face as we tell each other things will be the same Even though  We know they won't be Here we stand talking about the things we’ve done and things that we’ll have planned Even though They’ll never happen Some things Will be forgotten Some things Are just left unsaid Some times You wonder what had happened So for now we drink and hide Just let the real world slide Away like nothing's ever going to change I lit this candle with my friends We burn it at both ends Cuz the world we live in now can't last forever

Animal House Club

he now sees the darkened chains and their severity. soon he’ll feel the temperature rise up he’ll shut his eyes. fucked up too many years. drunk off too many beers. and now here comes the scream. who will come and wake him from these dreams? he wanted to be wise beyond his years. instead fears of regression stain his eyes. he’s still a child. immune are those living alone in the city where locks are common place. outside he steps into pure days of obscurity the window won’t even recognize his face. fucked up too many years. drunk off too many beers. and now here comes the scream. who will come and wake him from this dream? he wanted to be wise beyond his years. instead fears of regression stain his mind. he’s still a child.

July 14th

I never thought things would turn out like this reminds me every time I taste your kiss brown eyes brilliant smile blue hair voice of a cherub oh how I wish you were here fifty miles feels like ten thousand tonight if you where here right now everything would be alright you’ll never know how much you’ve done for me you brought me out of my shell you where the one who let me see I never thought things would turn out like this I never thought you’d be the one that I’d miss my splintered life opened my eyes contained in my selfish sphere of trust my conscience my spirit and all your lust that I threw away

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