How do I look into his eyes 

When I don't want him to see 

What greets me in the mirror 

When I see me 

The hurt 

The pain 

The nightmares that never fade 

The dreams that burn in my mind 

Never going away 
 

Fear grips me tighter 

When he draws me close 

His eyes asking for my delight 

In my heart I run away 

Running for my life