The Selfish World
Mood:  don't ask
Yesterday I was playing an online game with my housemate. Somewhere along the line he suddenly started showing signs that he was not happy about something. I chose to ignore that because I do not tolerate people who have something in mind but do not wish to say it out.

When we went out for dinner, he was quiet the whole time. I tried to start conversations but he just would not say a thing to reply. At this point I was already quite angry. I hate such behaviours as I think it is impolite to other people. I still kept my patience and let it go.

When we were back home playing the same game, he kept dying and all of a sudden yelled "FUCK THIS" and left without saying a thing and went off somewhere in the game and did his own things.

Now most people might not really care about what I just wrote because they would blindly assume "it's just a game". I ask you to think about it deeply. If that was his behaviour in game, imagine how it would be in real life. I do not believe people can have seperate totally split personalities online and in real life. Unless of course it would be a facade to hide something.

This is not the first time he behaved like this and I am including real life situations.
From my point of view everything is about himself. If he does not get what he wants, he would criticize people for their faults.

For example one time, he wanted to go out to buy food, he told me he was going to. I said to him "can you buy back for me as well?"
he replies with "don't be lazy"
but when its a reverse situation he never gives a shit. I would always ask if he wants to come along with me when I go out to get food. He would just reply "Malas-la" which means he is lazy to.

Everyday he stays in his room playing the computer game nonstop. He only stops to eat, go toilet.

I do not know his background of life as to why he is the way he is today. Most of his solutions to disputes are always somewhere in the effects of "you do your own thing, I do mine, we don't bother each other". Like the time when he was complaining that I downloaded files too fast, and he complaint that it was messing with his game's performance. I paid well half for the internet connection and until this very day, I am not getting the benefits of what I paid for all because I have to be considerate to him while he does not care about my life or what I want to do with the internet. All he cares about is his game and nothing should bother him and his game.

I remember a while back, there was a dispute about me "hogging" the internet connection so his answer to the problem was "you go get your own line and internet connection".

He does not even know how to communicate with other people properly. Like there was one time our friends expected to pick him up from the airport while he did not want them to. He never even called them or let them know that he did not need them to pick him up. He just assumed if he did not call, it would have mean nothing. While our friends were calling me and asking when he would reach the airport. I had to try so many several methods of getting in touch with him letting him know that our friends were expecting him at the airport.

I can safely say that I have made more friends since I came here to Australia, and maintained those friendships while he just stays in his rooms until somebody actually has to make him come out.

Some of you might oppose what I have just wrote, I accept that but I will tell you this:
This kind of behaviour will only cause downfall upon themselves they isolate themselves from the people and the world thinking they do not need them but no man is an island. No one can truly live on their own without interaction of other people.
I am very annoyed with these kind of behaviour. All the time I am the one who takes the trouble, to get assaulted with words to mend things between me and him when I should not even care because I do not deserve it.